openwounds

My wish came true. I was asleep most of Christmas Eve and day. i got the Flu. It was the worst three days of my life. I felt like shit all through the holiday and finally the day after I had to go to the hospital cause I was blacking in and out. so the doctor had to do blood tests, which I hate because I'm actually scared of the whole getting blood drawn thing because I'm paranoid I won't stop bleeding. I've sat continuously getting tatttooed for fucking hours but I can't stand getting blood taken out for a few minutes, what a fucking world. Anyway after that is over they sent me for X-rays- why I have no fucking clue. And the old guy taking the X-rays is cold as hell to me, I could barely fucking stand I was so weak and I had to take more and more of my chest and abdomen and the such. From the strain of standing I had to sit down while the old guy looks at the X-rays. About five minutes later the fucking pervert comes out with this huge grin on his face and asks me "So when did you get the hardware done?" I'm sitting dehydrated, barely concious, and now some old pervert is asking me about my very personal piercings that he just shouldn't fucking know about. Needless to say it was probably the worst Christmas of my life. When I got back to the hospital room they put another fucking huge needle in my arm and put an I.V. in. God those fucking needles suck. Then i had to miss work for two days and now I'm back and I made everyone else sick. Christmas sucked. I got alot of gift certificates from my family because none of them understand me or what I want. Of course my aunt got me one for Hot Topic, which is just a slap in the face to me. Other than that I have been in a good mood lately and writing alot so that is all that is good.Evrything else sucks, especially Christmas.