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Hi Suicide Boys and Girls.
The time has come for me to move on with my life. I've outgrown SG, and although you guys are out-freaking-standing and have been oodles of fun, it's time for me to move on. I wish everybody much love and happiness in their lives, and alllll the luck in the world. A few special mentions though:
Libra: You rawk, you...
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The time has come for me to move on with my life. I've outgrown SG, and although you guys are out-freaking-standing and have been oodles of fun, it's time for me to move on. I wish everybody much love and happiness in their lives, and alllll the luck in the world. A few special mentions though:
Libra: You rawk, you...
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lunna:
Doll..I hear some stuff about what happened with the boy and all. Take care and I'm back if you ever want to talk.
zac:
it's been great havin you around for a while at any rate. hopefully your aim is still the same, i'll catch you online sometime. rock rock on, sweetie.
xoxo
reprazent.
xoxo
reprazent.
nursesugar:
Pics from SHOCK!
I'M ALIVE!
Barely.
Nah I'm okay. I have a WICKED infection of my left lower wisdom tooth... sooooooooo painful. I'm living on pureed food... freaking soup, bananas, applesauce and yogurt. My oral surgeon put me on clindamycin 3 times a day... the MOTHER of all antibiotics! (except for maybe Vanco or methicilin) Hopefully I'll get better soon cuz' Friday I go in for surgery to...
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Barely.
Nah I'm okay. I have a WICKED infection of my left lower wisdom tooth... sooooooooo painful. I'm living on pureed food... freaking soup, bananas, applesauce and yogurt. My oral surgeon put me on clindamycin 3 times a day... the MOTHER of all antibiotics! (except for maybe Vanco or methicilin) Hopefully I'll get better soon cuz' Friday I go in for surgery to...
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cathedra:
luv u, miss u, where the hell are you?? xxoxox 
mikefool:
hey are you still alive hun???
Wow. It's been like three weeks since I've updated. Since moving back in with mom temporarily, my commutes to work and school have increased to an hour. So between that, sleep, and studying, I don't do much else. I manage to drag my ass to PA once a week still, cuz I gots to be with my boy!
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thelibra:
where you at? 
burstandbloom:
glad all is well
good luck with schooling and jobbing and all
good luck with schooling and jobbing and all
Ummmm so when you think things can't get worse, just know that they can. My dad decided to be Mr. Hero and tell Jim about Michael. I broke it off with Jim in the least hurtful way I know how. We were remaining friends and on good terms. I tell my dad stuff, like, pretty much everything, because I think I can trust him. He's...
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whypnk:
i'm sorry to hear things are going rough for you. if there's one thing i've learned it's that you cannot live your life to please other people. if they love you, they will be happy with your decisions. and if not, then in time they will come to accept them. i hope things work out for you. keep yer chin up!!! it always gets better.
mojopin:
parents suck 
You guys rock so much. Thanks so much for SG love! Friends rule.
Things are going fairly well so far. I spent the last 24 hours or so at Roxx's house, which of course made me feel like 100% better. Jim is chilling out a little bit and calming down. Thank heaven. I knew he would, it just sucks at first. I know this will...
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Things are going fairly well so far. I spent the last 24 hours or so at Roxx's house, which of course made me feel like 100% better. Jim is chilling out a little bit and calming down. Thank heaven. I knew he would, it just sucks at first. I know this will...
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roxxsolid:
GAY DAILY QUESTIONS!
1. Worst breakup... dumper, or dumpee, and why?
Tie between 2 - short versions of each: !) DUMPEE - Had my first girlfriend ever dump me by just stopping the return of my phone calls, later I found out she was cheating on me for the last 2 weeks of our relationship. 2) DUMPER: I spent the last 2 weeks with her trying to figure out an easy way of letting her down, because I truly did care about her...but realized I just didn't love her. She confronted me on the phone about the way I had been acting the last few times we got together, and so I had to let the cat out of the bag. I really felt lousy about it.
2. What is the worst thing about living with your significant other? The best?
Dunno, haven't lived with a SO - YET! ;-)~
3. How would YOU like to come home to find your SO/crush waiting for you?
You should know, you already DID that for me! LOL
4. Did you own converse all stars (chuck taylors) when you were a kid? What colors?
I did, back in the day I had Flourescent Orange, Flourescent Green, Flourescent Purple.....and I STILL have 3 pairs today, Black, Dark Green and Maroon.
5. What are you doing this weekend?
DUH SILLY! LOL Going to Shock Therapy with YOU! Goofy. LOL
MUAH! Love ya babe.
1. Worst breakup... dumper, or dumpee, and why?
Tie between 2 - short versions of each: !) DUMPEE - Had my first girlfriend ever dump me by just stopping the return of my phone calls, later I found out she was cheating on me for the last 2 weeks of our relationship. 2) DUMPER: I spent the last 2 weeks with her trying to figure out an easy way of letting her down, because I truly did care about her...but realized I just didn't love her. She confronted me on the phone about the way I had been acting the last few times we got together, and so I had to let the cat out of the bag. I really felt lousy about it.
2. What is the worst thing about living with your significant other? The best?
Dunno, haven't lived with a SO - YET! ;-)~
3. How would YOU like to come home to find your SO/crush waiting for you?
You should know, you already DID that for me! LOL
4. Did you own converse all stars (chuck taylors) when you were a kid? What colors?
I did, back in the day I had Flourescent Orange, Flourescent Green, Flourescent Purple.....and I STILL have 3 pairs today, Black, Dark Green and Maroon.
5. What are you doing this weekend?
DUH SILLY! LOL Going to Shock Therapy with YOU! Goofy. LOL
MUAH! Love ya babe.
daysofmetal:
1, ive always been the dumpee cuz im too nice to end relationships, bad or not
2. i dont live with a signifigant other so i wouldnt know lol
3. id love coming home to see my crush waiting for me
4. i never had a pair but i wore my dads a few times lol. they were white
5. this past weekend i went to daydreams in philly
i love that place then yesterday i went to dinner, then a movie, then bowling, then a diner with amanda again
and heres a link to the pic in the magazine... http://www.prophecy21.com/6/lacunacoil/lacunacoil11.jpg
2. i dont live with a signifigant other so i wouldnt know lol
3. id love coming home to see my crush waiting for me
4. i never had a pair but i wore my dads a few times lol. they were white
5. this past weekend i went to daydreams in philly
i love that place then yesterday i went to dinner, then a movie, then bowling, then a diner with amanda again
and heres a link to the pic in the magazine... http://www.prophecy21.com/6/lacunacoil/lacunacoil11.jpg
Okay, fine, I did it. I left Jim. I moved back in with my mom (ugh that sounds RETARTED) and left him the dreaded "dear john" letter. I know, it's cold, but I have no backbone when it comes to hurting people, and if I did it face to face then I'd just give in and stay and start this whole vicious cycle again. I...
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syd67:
Sometimes you need a dramatic change in your life for the overall improvement of it. Hope you feel better soon.
xhavokx:
i went through the exact same thing years ago... i felt the same way... i wished that they had left me. cause i would rather have been hurt than me hurting him... but it did work out for the best.... you know you did the right thing... you didn't love him! so you had no other option... except what... stay with him because you don't want to hurt him... well that is what i did for a few years and leaving was the best thing for both of us...
stay strong sweetie!!!
stay strong sweetie!!!
Whooh. Another crazy weekend. Michael and I went out to party with his Momma on Friday night... we sang some karaoke, and I got like 100 compliments on my voice. Yep, I rock. Then saturday we drove allllllll the way down to York (like 1 1/2 hours from Mike, yeesh) to see a band and hang out with some pals... only, my bitchedness takes over...
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jenya:
holy crap, girl! you are LIVING with JIM? i didn't know that.
i am sorry, but that is just plain mean.
he is probably in a state of denial, and doesn't want to believe that you are doing all of this behind his back.
you know i care about you, hun......but this, this is SO not good.
give the poor guy a break.
i am sorry, but that is just plain mean.
he is probably in a state of denial, and doesn't want to believe that you are doing all of this behind his back.
you know i care about you, hun......but this, this is SO not good.
give the poor guy a break.
cassandralynn:
im sorry i have been real busy working and trying to find a place to live and the only time i can really get on is at work and that dont happen much but i miss you and wuv you please call me on my cell 973-600-1560
What a weekend. I drove four hours to Baltimore, MD to surprise Michael. We hung out at Erich and Juliann's place for the weekend, and partied ourselves retarted... again... on saturday night. I love him more every time I'm with him. He's it, kids, no fucking question. He's better than ice cream.
Oh, and not only am I the mad hotness, but apparently the mad...
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psych_rock:
1. fave cartoon - "simpsons." if that was too easy, then i will go with old "looney tunes" stuff.
2. fave socks - black red wing socks.
3. long nails of course, and i could care less about the color, as long as they are on my back.
4. hate ALL cologne, and what ever perfume my girlie wears is my favorite.
5. i have this shampoo that smells like grapefruit. i dont know if it works, but i love grapefruit.
2. fave socks - black red wing socks.
3. long nails of course, and i could care less about the color, as long as they are on my back.
4. hate ALL cologne, and what ever perfume my girlie wears is my favorite.
5. i have this shampoo that smells like grapefruit. i dont know if it works, but i love grapefruit.
lunna:
Hi Sweetie. You are so right..yah for SG Love! In my case though I think it will be awhile before J and I can live together, but everything is kicking ass now that he's here. Take care hon and I'll talk to you later!
Oh my god. I'm so in love! I mean head over heels ridiculously nauseously smitten. He walks in the room and my knees get weak. I can't even think sometimes. I love the scent of his skin. I love hearing his breath when he sleeps. I like how he worries about me when I don't call when I get home. Sometimes he just surprises me...
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roxxsolid:
LOVE YOU LOVE YOU LOVE YOU GIRLIE! Hehe
Hehe
jena:
WHOA LOOK AT THE BLANKET in the my pic above........ 
Last journal entry for the weekend... I'll be in PA with my baby boy Michael for the duration of the weekend... partying ourselves RETARTED. I can't effing WAIT! Good lord I love him. I can't help it. Me and my new boots will see you guys on monday! w00t!
Okay, Jenya helped me with Gay Daily Questions today. Here goes!
1. Have you ever peed...
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Okay, Jenya helped me with Gay Daily Questions today. Here goes!
1. Have you ever peed...
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xhavokx:
Okay, please tell me you took pics at the fetish party!!!
My weekend was pretty un-eventful, Friday my husband took my little brother and some friends to the strip club for my brothers 18th bday. So my neighbor and I just drank and hung out in the jaquzzi.
Then Saturday my neighbor and I went out to a bar and that was pretty much it.
Well it sounds like you had a awesome weekend...
My weekend was pretty un-eventful, Friday my husband took my little brother and some friends to the strip club for my brothers 18th bday. So my neighbor and I just drank and hung out in the jaquzzi.
Then Saturday my neighbor and I went out to a bar and that was pretty much it.
Well it sounds like you had a awesome weekend...
xhavokx:
yeah we have a jaquzzi... but we never use it... it costs a lot to run it... so we use the one across the street for the whole neighborhood...
there are two of you!
Sorry i didnt get back to you earlier - i've been a traveling banshee... anyhow
here is more info about the event. The night before is the Philadelphia Playground party - i will be at both.