openwounds

Lacking... got in the car today intent on driving somewhere and instead i turned around and came back home. I'm pretty sure I'v never done hat before. I know im lacking in something but i don't know what it is, probably money, you can't do much without it. tomorrow is payday though, think i'll buy something obnoxious that will make me feel better. College isn't...
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First day of the semester and why does Germa class not start for another 2 weeks?

Yeah, what's new? I'm in a state of mass confusion over everything. It all must be questioned now. So it turns out i have a bad cold when outside it's 90 degrees and so humid i can't sleep more than 2 hours. the doctor put me on some great cough syrup that is making me lose my mind, that fucker...

i think i'm running a fever but i have to go out, it's just that damn important

where did the summer go? it seems like only a few days ago it began and now it's not even ten days before it starts over. i need it though, some stability and a set schedule and more social interaction with the art students. The beach trip fell to hell as they say, but other things are good. I got some girls number and maybe...
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Armed with a mere $18 in cash-most of which will be spent on liquor, a full tank of gas, 12 minutes of packing time, and a friend whom i convinced to go in exactly 3 minutes- off to the beach. Hope they don't arrest people for being drunk and passed out on the beach

Just got back from driving an old friend to the airport , where he will be sent overseas to impose on other countries as America does the best. everytime he comes home it's wonderful, like old times again, then he leaves and soon others will follow to their respective colleges and whatnot. I wish it was June again, it seems like so far away already....
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The whole week is already gone and it's only Monday. -sigh- Then one more short week before school and craziness and everything in between. this is literally one of the last days off I'll be able to sleep. i miss my friends already

look, it's nearly 2 a.m. now and i am completely drunk and must be at work in four hours. is there even a point to trying to sleep it off? I'll probably feel worse if i sleep- but it is imperative. fuck. Why must all the great people leave in the next week and call to party so damn late. I shouldn't complain, this is...
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i found a new respect for painting abstract forms. I always thought it was an easier way of doing things but there is something deeper to it. It's becoming terribly close to school again and like usual I spent to much time drinking over the summer, and am again broke. I think I'll go to the beach some weekday next week after the dust settles,...
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Things are back to "normal" now. Warped Tour was fucking amazing, except for missing 3 good bands due to stupid NYC traffic and Casualties and Bouncing Souls playing at the same time. Still never so much fun in getting your ass kicked. Sad though, it's really the last thing i had to look forward to in summer. Now it's just books and less sleep during...
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What a fucked up week for it only being Wednesday. In the last 3 days I've:
-driven 400 miles in an attempt to have a vacation.
-Lost years worth of hair
-Been to happy hour twice
-Been to a wake
-Missed a day of work to go to a funeral i never ended up going to
-Talked to Dave, thankfully home from Iraq
-Been told...
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