Wednesday Dec 10, 2008

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I'm preparing for battle.

I've got my protective gear on and I'm not gonna let anyone tell me "No" anymore.

I won't have it!

GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR wink kiss
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oxy:
YOU GO FOR IT
blaze1mad:
go Zena go!

Thursday Dec 04, 2008

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If tears could build a stairway
And memories were a lane
We would walk right up to Heaven
And bring you back again
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ferretbite:
You can have as many as you want.

cosmo:
kiss kiss

Thursday Nov 27, 2008

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have a wonderful Thanksgiving.... and if not, at least get shitfaced. Love ya.
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cosmo:
Hope you had a wonderful holiday too.
zepp101:
o shitfaced I was...believe me on that one. How was your thanksgiving?

Wednesday Nov 05, 2008

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I'm sick of people dicking me around.

No more dicking please. mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad
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cosmo:
I promise only love love and kiss kiss
blaze1mad:
he he he i wanna spotted dick love

Thursday Oct 30, 2008

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This month has been crazy and I think the next month will be even crazier.

Things with the new music production company will start to pick up soon... we have a video shoot and a release party to work on... A friend from the past will start workng with us (it was the most random thing ever that my boss got his resume, he moved...
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tex13:
You will always miss your father, but you do have to move on. You will be fine most days, but there will always be random things that will just hit you even years later to remind you how special he was.

Good luck getting all those things moving along.
cspeedball:
I'm glad things are looking up. It's good to see you are making things better for yourself. You are a strong person who can make things happen! smile

Saturday Oct 25, 2008

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i went to visit my dad's grave for the first time since he was buried. It's such a sad and strange feeling, because I still don't believe it.
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tex13:
It will take a long time for that to sink in fully, hugs.
cspeedball:
I can try to understand how hard it can be, i lost a close uncle in January and sometime i still feel like i'm waiting for him to come home. It's just hard to comprehend how one moment someone can be right there with you and the next moment gone. But, hopefully, in the end we will all be together again. I can only imagine the pain of losing a parent must be many times greater. I know in time the pain will lessen but i doubt if it ever fully goes away, You are a strong woman and i know you can handle it. *Hugs*

Thursday Oct 16, 2008

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i got the job at th music production/artist development company

i start tonite at a concert with HUGE names... pretty much the biggest in the business
Im nervous as hell

oopss i just wet my pants
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cspeedball:
WOW! you really are excited eeek It would have to be the Trans-Siberian Orchestra to get me that excited.
jennylou:
Congrats!! Hope Thursday night was awesome!

Tuesday Oct 14, 2008

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I've just decided that I don't like the fact that my fiance is part of a porn site community

How incredibly hypocritical of me. surreal
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lego_:
On face value, it could be seen as hypocrisy, but it depends a lot on your attitudes to the sites (both the ones you're members of and each other's)...
cspeedball:
He likes porn? What a weirdo, I'm gonna go look at some naked women and beat off shocked

Monday Oct 13, 2008

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ohhhhhhhhhhhhh man!

My interview got cancelled because she "forgot it was a holiday weekend and her daughter was home".
I said I was available for Wednesday and she said that was fine... at this point I'm thinking that she prob would have said screw it by now if she didn't really need someone.


i needs the sessiness. asap.
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ferretbite:
I don't know what that last word means. But if you want it, I'll hope you get it!
cunninglinquist:
I have an interview pending for 2 weeks and that sucks

Sunday Oct 12, 2008

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woooooooooo!!!!


I'm invisible!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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bill_the_cat:
Anybody seen FreeBird70285 around? She seems to have disappeared. confused
aesirr:
There is a massively geeky part of me that wonders if you are quoting from the Deep Space Nine episode Past Tense.
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