I have two things on the agenda today, one is a challenge, which I'll talk about in a minute. The other thing... well let's get into that now, and get it out of the way.
I'm not really sure about myself any more, I mean I'm not entirely sure who I truely am. I'm constantly trying to be someone I'm not. I try too hard to not be a complete dork (which I am) and sometimes I don't mind it, or try to hide it. Most of the time however, I try my best to bury my uberdork deep inside and it comes out at the most inoppertune times.
There's no way to change the fact that I am a dork nor honestly, should I try. Sometimes though, it's difficult and bothersome to lapse into dork mode, especially when I'm nervous, and it scares people (read women), off.
I just wish I could find a girl who doesn't mind a guy who's a total geek, who doesn't mind that I try to insert Star Wars quotes into conversations, who can discuss the finer points of the uglyness in design of the Enterprise-D to the original. Who gets as big a dork hard-on checking out the new Zelda, Metroid, Full Spectrum Warrior and Fable, etc... That's all I'm looking for, is that too much to ask for?
Maybe so
On the brighter side of things, I am a total Pre-Played whore, anyone here who works for a company that tracks your Pre-Played %, I challenge you to trump my Pre-Played % over the last two weeks, the number to beat is 70%, which I am running again this week. Good luck.
Out... Sephiroth
I'm not really sure about myself any more, I mean I'm not entirely sure who I truely am. I'm constantly trying to be someone I'm not. I try too hard to not be a complete dork (which I am) and sometimes I don't mind it, or try to hide it. Most of the time however, I try my best to bury my uberdork deep inside and it comes out at the most inoppertune times.
There's no way to change the fact that I am a dork nor honestly, should I try. Sometimes though, it's difficult and bothersome to lapse into dork mode, especially when I'm nervous, and it scares people (read women), off.
I just wish I could find a girl who doesn't mind a guy who's a total geek, who doesn't mind that I try to insert Star Wars quotes into conversations, who can discuss the finer points of the uglyness in design of the Enterprise-D to the original. Who gets as big a dork hard-on checking out the new Zelda, Metroid, Full Spectrum Warrior and Fable, etc... That's all I'm looking for, is that too much to ask for?
Maybe so
On the brighter side of things, I am a total Pre-Played whore, anyone here who works for a company that tracks your Pre-Played %, I challenge you to trump my Pre-Played % over the last two weeks, the number to beat is 70%, which I am running again this week. Good luck.
Out... Sephiroth