I had this dream the other night, more like a vision actually (brought on by a copious amount of vodka), and in this dream, i saw myself in different relationships, and in each one there came a pivotal moment, where i had to meet the woman to discuss important "issues" or something, and for some reason, something beyond my control always kept me delayed and made me late.
Anyway, so i get to my destination each, time and it's always a crowded room. and i see her across the room and she's waiting checking her watch, i call out, but she cant hear its too loud, so i start running towords her the crowd gets thicker and impedes my progress, im almost there 15 feet i call out again but the crowd is deafening, suddenly i lose sight of her the crowd is to thick, then just as suddenly they part, like the red sea, and shes gone vanished. i ask some one where did the girl waiting here go, out the back they tell me. i could go after her but it would do me no good she vanished in less than two seconds, i missed her so i missed her forever. it's like in a video game when you have to meet your objective at a specific time, that's the way it's programmed into the game, if you miss it you cant go back you're fucked, you either miss an important clue, item, or it's game over. and it happened in each and every relationship in the dream, although i could be a little fuzzy on if bieng late was totally out of my control or not, i was extremely drunk sunday night, but i vividly remember the rest.
my conclusion, either the dream is telling me that i fucked up what i had with this particular girl, or it's telling me to chase after her. which was not a conclusion i thought of untill just now
Anyway, so i get to my destination each, time and it's always a crowded room. and i see her across the room and she's waiting checking her watch, i call out, but she cant hear its too loud, so i start running towords her the crowd gets thicker and impedes my progress, im almost there 15 feet i call out again but the crowd is deafening, suddenly i lose sight of her the crowd is to thick, then just as suddenly they part, like the red sea, and shes gone vanished. i ask some one where did the girl waiting here go, out the back they tell me. i could go after her but it would do me no good she vanished in less than two seconds, i missed her so i missed her forever. it's like in a video game when you have to meet your objective at a specific time, that's the way it's programmed into the game, if you miss it you cant go back you're fucked, you either miss an important clue, item, or it's game over. and it happened in each and every relationship in the dream, although i could be a little fuzzy on if bieng late was totally out of my control or not, i was extremely drunk sunday night, but i vividly remember the rest.
my conclusion, either the dream is telling me that i fucked up what i had with this particular girl, or it's telling me to chase after her. which was not a conclusion i thought of untill just now
h.s.