Edited because when I put it up the frown it seemed like a good idea at the time (that was how I was feeling)... but now it's gone, 'cause I fucking hate those faces.
ok, everybody heres proof that people in roswell may truely be fucking aliens this is part two of a story i told the other day (9/10) and who knew thered be a part two...
so i get home tonight after going out for some herbal tea cause were still not sleeping properly (but at least i did sleep some last night). im checking my mail... Read More
Stalked by the lord. Fucking creepy man. Happened to me once. Awhile back heavenlystranger and I were at the farmer's market that's held on friday mornings here in downtown Stockton. Well this particular farmer's market doesn't just have produce booths, it also has boths from antique dealers, insence shops, bakeries, and other random shit. Anyway, we got to this booth that said "Free Geniology Research." Well I've always been interested in geiology so I aproached the proprieter. I filled out a card, gave them my full name and phone number, and went on my merry way. A couple minutes later h.s. says to me, "You realize those guys were mormons, right?" I had gone through the entire process without noticing their 'brother mormon' name tags. I feel like an ass. Next thing I know the mormons are calling me every week. I had caller ID at the time so I wouldn't pick up the phone, thinking they would get the picture. They just keep on calling. Finally one day I pick up and tell them I'm not interested. And that was that...
Fucking mormons riding on there bikes around my neighborhood, looking at me. Finally, about a month ago, I get a call and its the mormons. It's fucking joseph smith come to "research my geniology." I tell 'em No fucking thank you and hang up. And now I can't shake the feeling that all of my dead relatives and I have been converted to mormonism without me knowing it. I have nightmares about dying and going to mormon heaven.
im still not sleeping (stared at the fucking celing all last night), going to try again tonight, i deciced that all i really want out of life is a smart, pretty, redheaded girl who's just as emotionally unballanced as iam.
oh and happy birthday to my best friend d.j. he turned 25 today.
ok, quick story because i need to get try and get some sleep because i havent been sleeping well lately (6 hours in the last 4 days), so im having problems in my reading class (due to this lack of sleep thing), and my teacher tells me if i go to this harp concert at one of the baptist churches (and you know how i... Read More
What exactly are your theories on god? I'd be really interested in hearing them. In exchange I'll tell you my theories on jesus.
In any case, great fucking story man. Whenever people preach to me I can never think of anything to say. I stutter a "no thanks" and walk away, my mind filling with witty comments and retorts mere seconds too late. The best part was how you staight ran off afterward. I can just imagine being there and laughing my ass off. Good job.
Why the hell would anyone have a camouflage bible? For the rugged, paramilitary Christian or something? Man, this world makes no sense. I'm going to bed. Wake me up when peope start making sense.
ok, and answer to the 15,000 dollar question (literally) since you folks want to know, and pry a little deeper into my personal life (although i did leave the door open didnt i?). it was left to me through an insurance policy after my dad died when i was ten years old, the total amount was a hundred grand half payable to me and half... Read More
Shit. Sorry about that. Didn't think it was going to hit on a serious spot of your life. A stupid assumption on my part, to be sure, but damn. I'm gonna go smack myself in the head a couple of times.
how about a little story... 1997 for me the most fun year of my life, but conversely the worst. my first full year out of high school, i had 15,000 dollars burning a hole in my pocket, my friends were still talking to each other, and the greatest videogame ever made was released. so lets go back...
Where in the hell did you get $15,000?!? And why didn't you spend it on something less transient, like tattoos or hookers.
I would have bought a solid gold toilet.
That was my question too... How does an 18-year old end up with $15,000 on their first day of independence? But the outcome of that surplus cash sounds about what I'd expect. Hell, if I had the money, that's how I'd probably end up spending it too.
dinosaurs... just keeping up with yesterdays thread but im not real sure where im going with this... i guess that i want to talk about things that die out or fade away... so i was working towards some kind of relationship with this girl recently but because im a social idiot and my experience in these matters is virtually nonexistant, i some how screwed up...... Read More
ok folks, im going to give you a tiny glimpse into my boring little life...
things you may or may not know about me, the onetruesephiroth...
i have a fish... a betta, his name is max
i like to garden
i smoke, heavily, marlboro reds (love dem cowboy killas')
i go to school, my classes are... theater, music reading, and graphic design.
i love star... Read More
I'm sure Orlando isn't the city for me. I've known that for a while. My concern, though, is that it might be a problem with who I am rather than my surroundings. How defeated would I end up if I moved to another part of the world and had the exact same problems with living I have now?
another fun dinosaur/fundamentalist link is hmmmm....something like genisis.com. i don't know. but actually they claim that the world is 6000 years old and that humans and dinosaurs once lived in peice. i guess t-rex used his teeth to comb eve's hair or something.
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i changed this since it doesn't go with the new me...
the happy me, the non bitter me, the me who loves life and every thing about it, yeah fucking right, my friend asked me to remove it, they got spooked with having thier poetry posted for the world to see.
Yeah, at 23, I definitely don't those serious attachments of family and home. However, I've lived in Orlando for over five years, and I can safely say that if I moved to another country, that I would miss no one. That's what bothers me more than anything, that after five years of attempting to establish at least a couple meaningful friendships, I've come up empty-handed.
And is poetry journal day still a go-ahead formally? Last week, I think I was the only person to put one up.
yours truly has been away from playing video games for quite a while now, but i finally have the last piece to a puzzle ive been trying to complete for a long time, so its back into the world of sprites and pixles, and hopefully when im finished i will have found that in video games, time can make old stories new again.
occasionally, wit and wisdom can be found here tuesday nights at 7pm edt, but since today is monday and i have not been feeling particularly witty or wise lately... instead im going to bitch and moan about how i watched cowboy bepop: the movie and princess mononoke, and realized that i will never be able to create anything as cool as the former, or as... Read More
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