Wtf life!

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I'm sure I'm not the only one who feels like they can never catch a break! It's a new year, things have finally been going well (for the most part). I've been active, eating better, getting up earlier, all that good stuff. But life still finds a way to say FUCK YOU. One step forward two steps back, that's the dance I've been playing with...
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sertraline:
Keep smiling, we all love you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :)
lord_renob:
My sympathies with all you are going through.  I'm sure you'll be able to overcome whatever adversities are getting in your life.  Btw this pic is breathtakingly gorgeous!

Stagnancy

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Life is hard. Point fucking blank. I dont care who you are or the life you've lived.. you all know life is hard. You know whats even harder? Changing. I have been trying for years, with very little success, to change some pretty important things in my life. Its almost like a really bad routine at this point.. I figure out what I want to...
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jmann81:
Hugs beautiful 
sertraline:
Much love to ya!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! You are awesome!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Let's be frank

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one0fa_kind:
Haha no that's not cocky! I actually was curious about that myself! I would love to hear about how you do that cause I'm sureee it's way cheaper! Lol
ladyw4nkenobi:
I mix a cup of coffee grinds, a cup of sugar and then a bunch of olive oil until it gets kinda pastey:)

The struggles of a curious, committed girl.

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Before I finally joined this site, joining it was pretty much a frequent topic in my life. I am a faithful suicide girl IG follower but it obviously wasnt as good as the real thing. My girlfriend (whom Ive been with for over two years) always questioned my obsession.. "Why do you want to join so bad?" "Isnt IG the same thing just without paying?"...
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ladyw4nkenobi:
Ugh, girl I swear...I know exactly what you're going through!  My man and I were together for four years and since day one I told him it was a dream of mine since I was 13!  He seemed to be supportive because he loved my body and thought I should "show it off" (in so many words).  He later told me (once I applied and started getting active on the site) that he "never thought I'd actually go through with it" that I would never "get this far".  I was like....WHAT THE FUCK.  He never supported my dream.  He was only concerned with the guys that would be trying to "talk" to me or "get with me".  At the end of the day, I told him regardless of what people say or think...I come home to YOU.  He never got it.  We fought CONSTANTLY throughout the days because he needed to constantly be reassured.  It was really awful.  Granted, we had more problems than just SG...but he could not get over it...even in the slightest.  I tried to get him to be active in the community too...help me shoot my "practice" sets and stuff so he could see I had nothing to hide.  But no...he just criticized me and basically kinda blackmailed saying shit like "what would you family say". "Are you going to tell them?" "What would they say about your nipple piercings?" You know what?  I love my family SO much, but this is something I HAVE to do. "This above all; to thine own self be true".  It's been a few months since we broke up..and it sucks.  But I realized that as much as I loved him (we were living together almost the entirety of our relationship) and wanted to get married and blah blah blah....I had to come to terms with the fact that he would NEVER be the support I needed.  And I've matured and really grown up due partly do this fact.  I know what I need in a mate (male or female) and that is support...no matter what my dream is.  Baby girl, in no way shape or form do I wish anything ill on your relationship...but if this is something that is important to you...she HAS to support you.  Otherwise...you will have a very difficult road ahead of you.  Maybe she doesn't understand the artistic aspect of it, but try going through some of the sets or pictures you like.  Try to explain the different body shapes, the lighting, women just being themselves is what makes this site so great.  And seriously...the support you get even as a MEMBER is outstanding.  I encourage you to follow your dream of being a SG.  If it's what you feel you need to accomplish in life, then by all means...DO IT.  You're beautiful.  It's not about how perfect your boobs or ass is.  Being an  SG is partly about body acceptance and being comfortable in your own skin.  Which is truly a gift not many have.  Embrace the SG community.  The people here are nothing short of amazing.  Andddd now I've rambled beyond belief.  But honestly babe, if you need to bend someone's ear...I got you!<3 :)  Best of luck!
one0fa_kind:
wow, ya know after four years you would like to think your person would support you no matter what and actually mean it when the time comes. Im glad your out of that relationship but it sounds toxic. I can understand their side, they dont want other people to see our bodies, they want us all to themselves.. but your so right, we would ALWAYS come home to them. I dont consider this site a place to put pics up of myself to find ppl to sleep with or anything of the nature. Were here to make art and some rad friends. Luckily in my situation, we really dont have any other serious problems and my wanting to become an SG isnt even a full blown problem yet. At this point, she knows im on the site but we dont really discuss it yet. Being on here for the last few short days has really made me realize how much I want to pursue modeling for real so i know the topic has to brought up sometime soon. Ive made a lot of sacrifices for my lady so I'd like to believe she would support my choices too. She sees everyday how I struggle with my image and body acceptance so if Ive finally found a way to grow confident and comfortable, she should be ecstatic! Weve overcome a great deal in the two years we have been together so I believe with some patience and compromise, that we will be able to eventually see eye to eye here. @ladyw4nkenobi I LOVED YOUR RANT lol and feel free to rant on my page anytime! ;) Thank you for your support! Your truly amazing <3