I feel serene.
I spent a good part of my day reading, writing, and thinking.
I also got to spend the morning with someone special, which helps a lot.
Last night, I spent the night with my grandmother Joycie. It makes me so incredibly sad to see her delirious; she's just realising now that her husband died last December. I swear, she was there, she... Read More
To love and to lose scares the life out of me, whether it be my family or friends or my life partner
You just have to think about all of the good times you had together if it happens to you. If you are scared of that you will never let yourself fully go to someone else. I dunno just what I think.
What an amazing woman to have acted as a mother/grandmother to y'all. *hugs*
I feel guilty about being so internally constructive today, but it's raining cats and dogs outside. I was supposed to go to work and finish a project but I decided against it. I'm doing some housework and homework, and (don't laugh!) having an ABBA party. Honestly, ABBA makes me happy for no good reason. I like that.
This week was stressful, but in different ways... Read More
One of my good friends picked up and left in less than six hours. Cool, I guess, but I spoke to her a few hours later and made plans to see her that night because I knew she had some problems, and instead of showing up she just left, without a trace.
I've always thought about... Read More
Moksha is on St-Laurent just above des Pins. (Sorry I took so long!) I know they're doing their 30-day challenge in November, and sometimes those come with discounts for the month!
1- My unfortunatle new guilty pleasure- Paris Hilton is my new BFF-- Zui is on the show. It's insane! I've loved her since I first discovered SG when I was 14 or so, my friend and I were totally in love with her.She's so cute but honestly, how the FUCK has she not murdered that stupid Onch kid yet? Or Paris Hilton... Read More
I've been plagued with things to do and lacked the motivation to do them. Yesterday I relaxed and tried to get focused, and today for the first time in months I actually FEEL focused. I've been doing homework for most... Read More
Sometimes you just have to do what is right for you. If people are your friends they will understand that and move with you. I have friends that i used to party with after High School in my college/Circuit city days. We used to smoke pot all day and drink and just party. I don't really talk to any of them anymore. I still have 2 friends from HS that I still talk to that have stuck with me through thick and thin and I have stuck with them. I don't really miss the friends I used to party with anymore. We all just grew apart. It is just part of growing up. Man do I sound old
In a real relationship the other person will always call you out. That is when you know that they are there for you. They make you a better person and you make them a better person.
I didn't work this weekend, I did nothing of importance, I didn't go out, and you know what... it felt SO nice.
I've been doing lots of family and boyfriend stuff which I definitley needed. He was throwing me off all week, and now that we got to speak I feel about 100x better.
I love him so much. It's... Read More
My mother is a victims advocate for a university. She talks to girls that have been raped and helps them through that tough time. It is such an important job. Unfortunately it is one i wish didn't have to exist.
I hear ya on the people in your program. They just want to act like they care but they really don't. It is such bullshit. They are not real people just fake people pretending to be compassionate.
Today was a difficult, disgusting day.
But it turned out well enough. Turns out, standing up is not as easy as it looks.
Lucky for me I have a good bunch of people in my life.
I've got to talk to school about withdrawing from some courses. It might make next semester more difficult, but it's better than failing.
I told my family I need... Read More
You will be OK.. You may just have to reach inside yourself and lean on your friends and family. As far as school you have to do what is best for you. *hugs*
OK so, my ass is getting kicked in to high gear. Watch me!
I'm sick of being unhappy for no good reason so, get this: I've decided to be happy.
I've got a lot of schoolwork to catch up on over the weekend which is OK- also, my cousin turns legal tomorrow so we're having a blowout. Poor kid doesn't know whats going to hit... Read More
Good luck on the weight loss thing. I have been overweight for a very long time, but since my separation I have had renewed interest in getting in shape, and I managed to loose like 60 lbs in my first month! I've been a cardio monster and it is showing.
RHPS?!?!?!?!? "Oh Rocky!" I love that movie, even used to be in a live stage performance of it back in my high school days. I was Eddie! I can't wait for it to play at the bytown or the mayfair again.
Also, good luck on the being happy part, it's damn hard and I am struggling with it too, but it has to be done and it will make your life better for sure.
When it comes to matters of the heart, I am either the luckiest woman or the greatest fool.
I have managed to find a man who posesses a great skill. After two and a half years together, something finally clicked, and he understands me. He doesn`t quite understand everything, but he has figured out the most important thing: how to handle me. It`s terrible to... Read More
Men will never understand women. Period. We just do what we can to make sure that they are happy. We support them, love them, and care( not in the degrading sense) for them. You sound like you have got yourself a good man. Make sure you keep him as happy as he keeps you. That is the secret to a good relationship. That was a great blog to read.
At the risk of sounding over emotional, I have been nothing short of a self-depreciating little fuck for the past week. This is very unfortunate. Bad.
But, I have managed to kick my ass into high gear. Good!
I now have to reconsider my living arrangements for the next year. This is a total mixed bag.
However, I'm planning a big trip for winter 09,... Read More
Sounds like you have a bad case of wander lust. Im with ya. My room mate noctem and I are planning on going to a scandinavian country of some sort. Most likely Finnland or Sweden
I love to take road trips. Me and the wife know where we want to end up but not how to get there. We just get in the car and drive and drive and have great experiences on the way and not be tied down to a schedule. It is so freeing.
Yes our government elections are so fucked that we have to mudsling.
To love and to lose scares the life out of me, whether it be my family or friends or my life partner
You just have to think about all of the good times you had together if it happens to you. If you are scared of that you will never let yourself fully go to someone else. I dunno just what I think.
What an amazing woman to have acted as a mother/grandmother to y'all. *hugs*
How is life other than all of this?
And I'll give the dancing thing a shot - I'll have you to thank!