When it comes to matters of the heart, I am either the luckiest woman or the greatest fool.
I have managed to find a man who posesses a great skill. After two and a half years together, something finally clicked, and he understands me. He doesn`t quite understand everything, but he has figured out the most important thing: how to handle me. It`s terrible to say that I need to be handled, but i`d be lying if I said it wasn`t the truth. I can be difficult, and after a `relapse`of sorts, he did not react angrily as he usually does. He was calm, perfect. I am still in shock.
I am not the kind of person that lets other people dictate my mood or personality. But for the first time in my life, someone managed to really, truly, change my mind.
Once again, this could either be a blessing or a curse.
All that I know is that I definitley needed a change of mind.
He understands that me leaving is not just me leaving, me hurting is not just me hurting... it`s so, so much more.
I am so grateful. It feels so amazing, but seems so damn absurd.
I don`t know how to react. It is the greatest weapon. But I think it`s time I put down my guns and just appreciate it for as long as it lasts.
I have managed to find a man who posesses a great skill. After two and a half years together, something finally clicked, and he understands me. He doesn`t quite understand everything, but he has figured out the most important thing: how to handle me. It`s terrible to say that I need to be handled, but i`d be lying if I said it wasn`t the truth. I can be difficult, and after a `relapse`of sorts, he did not react angrily as he usually does. He was calm, perfect. I am still in shock.
I am not the kind of person that lets other people dictate my mood or personality. But for the first time in my life, someone managed to really, truly, change my mind.
Once again, this could either be a blessing or a curse.
All that I know is that I definitley needed a change of mind.
He understands that me leaving is not just me leaving, me hurting is not just me hurting... it`s so, so much more.
I am so grateful. It feels so amazing, but seems so damn absurd.
I don`t know how to react. It is the greatest weapon. But I think it`s time I put down my guns and just appreciate it for as long as it lasts.
mildots:
Men will never understand women. Period. We just do what we can to make sure that they are happy. We support them, love them, and care( not in the degrading sense) for them. You sound like you have got yourself a good man. Make sure you keep him as happy as he keeps you. That is the secret to a good relationship. That was a great blog to read. 
reh79:
Beauty is in the eye of the beholder. You only live once that we remember.