I have had these thoughts, and more often then before, about how I've hit this milestone in my life, and I am not anywhere near where i would have hoped to be. The other half of my bed is still empty, I don't own a house yet (that is partly because of my job situation), I don't own an entirely reliable vehicle, and lastly, I do not have a stable bank account.
All these things have kind of let me slide into being a partial hermit, a spot that I have become comfortable with sadly. That is not a good thing at all. I have thoughts of just up and moving to the woods just to get away from everything. My job can be used as the root cause for almost all, if not all of the reasons for me being in this spot.
Because of my employment, I do not want to buy a house because with my luck I would have to move right after buying it. I also get paid just enough to survive with a little left over if I dont leave the house, but that is not living. But the biggest issue I have, the one that I have not been able to fix, the part that has nothing to blame but myself, is the girl. Its been 3+ years since I've had a girl even remotely serious. I just have issues talking to them, and I am not comfortable with one night stands and all that. I'm broken and don't know how to fix things.
I'm all done bitching now.
All these things have kind of let me slide into being a partial hermit, a spot that I have become comfortable with sadly. That is not a good thing at all. I have thoughts of just up and moving to the woods just to get away from everything. My job can be used as the root cause for almost all, if not all of the reasons for me being in this spot.
Because of my employment, I do not want to buy a house because with my luck I would have to move right after buying it. I also get paid just enough to survive with a little left over if I dont leave the house, but that is not living. But the biggest issue I have, the one that I have not been able to fix, the part that has nothing to blame but myself, is the girl. Its been 3+ years since I've had a girl even remotely serious. I just have issues talking to them, and I am not comfortable with one night stands and all that. I'm broken and don't know how to fix things.
I'm all done bitching now.