oceaneyes

im feeling pretty down today, see i helped my boyfriend move into a new apartment yesterday up by his college. hes now two hours away, and i will rarely see him. it makes me so sad. i love him more than anything.
i just have these fucked up insecurities about not being good enough and im afraid that he will find someone else to love. i know it's stupid and all but i cant help it. it's my biggest fear that we wont be able to make it work. it's so damn hard and it's so fucking unfair. i hate all of this.

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