Tuesday Oct 03, 2006

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hi everyone,
nothing really new here, my boyfriend and i broke up sadly, so im still getting over that. but otherwise nothing really new.

i hope you are all well,

love and hugs,
oe

Thursday Sep 07, 2006

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hey,

i so want to go HOME! i miss my family. and i miss mike and my mommy!! frown

most of my classes are a waste of my time, im in this music class. i dont even know why im there, ive played violin for like 8 or 10 years. i know the structure and the concepts of music. its just a pain in the ass....
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fairyjochen:
I'm well, hope it is all good for you

Thursday Aug 31, 2006

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well im in college now, so much fun! i was really afriad of hating it but its a fucking BLAST! my residence hall is like a huge house with a bunch of fucking awesome girls just hanging out! theyre so much fun!

so its been forever since i blogged, but everythings been ok. my mom was almost diagnosed with cancer but that all turned out...
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punkinhead:
Hey Oceaneyes,

The Figure Four liplock is only the most dangerous of make out positions. Many times couples have been found unconcious, hooked together in the dreaded figure four. Its not for the faint of heart or weak of tonsils smile

Glad your mom is doing well - a woman I work with just got diagnosed with breast cancer and the poor dear is really having a bad time of it. I hope she pulls through.

anyway, take it light


ph

Monday Jul 10, 2006

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hi everyone, im back. i was gone for awhile but im here to stay now. feel free to say hello and become my friend. smile oink

Sunday Jan 22, 2006

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"the chill of january"

my world was shook in the chill of january

the cold of that night echoed the cold in my heart

as my tearstained face and frightened voice

screamed my terror of news yet unknown

my heart failed to comprehend the loss

of someone who i never thought i could mourn

of someone who i never thought really cared

how foolish i...
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Saturday Jan 21, 2006

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grace is such a beautiful word. one of the most beautiful i think. sometimes i know i have such a trait but other times i fall from it. i always think of wings when i think of grace and it is in these times that my wings burst into flames and are gone from me and im flightless and powerless. sometimes they are snatched away...
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Saturday Jan 21, 2006

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this is dedicated to my father, Jay E., who died on January, 17, 2005.
I love you forever Daddy!! we will always miss you.

dear Dad,
there is so much pain associated with our relationship
when you left i thought i would never be able to forgive
but now that you're gone, i cant live
without seeing you even though our time is up
and...
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Saturday Jan 21, 2006

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he is
Nov 13 2005, 01:56 pm
i want to dedicate this first entry to him, the one that has inspired me most
he is perfect..

his eyes speak a thousand words
and his heart feels a thousand words
and my heart aches for him to be near
only six months over and i have fallen
i cannot get up except through him
and i...
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Monday Jan 16, 2006

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a new day dawns
same as the last
another day passed by
i think i might cry
as i see him walking
right on by
to a new life with not a sigh
i see myself then
my very own reflection
today i may die
from sorrow and infection
a new day dawns
same as the last
tomorrow another will pass
same as i will...
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Monday Jan 16, 2006

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im feeling pretty down today, see i helped my boyfriend move into a new apartment yesterday up by his college. hes now two hours away, and i will rarely see him. it makes me so sad. i love him more than anything.
i just have these fucked up insecurities about not being good enough and im afraid that he will find someone else to love....
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