I have actually been sleeping for about 32 hours. off and on. go to bathroom, answer phone, ate a piece of bread. I woke up this morning so I can actually be a part of the daytime crowd again and I didn't want to wake up, I didn't want to get up, I didn't want to face anything, I didn't want to do anything. I had some super strong tea and I am feeling a little better, as I have a bunch of stuff to do before I go up for my detox THIS WEEKEND.
I was having dreams that were confused with reality to the point that was really worrisome,I didn't know i fI had taken the aspirin I meant to take when I woke up at 8 am with a sleep hangover, and went back to sleep...Was someone actually playing piano downstairs as I stood in the darkness of my room last night? No my friends were in my room with me and in reality I was alone.
I know I had a phone call from my friend who is dealing with the breakup, and I woke up long enough to be there for him. Poor guy, and he is so frustrated that he can't be there for me too, but it's ok, bcse I don't really think anyone can. But the sentiment is nice.
I have soooo much to do. But I think I am done sleeping for a little while.
"listen bed, you must not call to me with the promise of sweet oblivion."
"ooooooohaaaaaahhhooooo"
"none of that breathy sighing! I must motivate!"
"..."
"that's better. now. where are my shoes......"
I was having dreams that were confused with reality to the point that was really worrisome,I didn't know i fI had taken the aspirin I meant to take when I woke up at 8 am with a sleep hangover, and went back to sleep...Was someone actually playing piano downstairs as I stood in the darkness of my room last night? No my friends were in my room with me and in reality I was alone.
I know I had a phone call from my friend who is dealing with the breakup, and I woke up long enough to be there for him. Poor guy, and he is so frustrated that he can't be there for me too, but it's ok, bcse I don't really think anyone can. But the sentiment is nice.
I have soooo much to do. But I think I am done sleeping for a little while.
"listen bed, you must not call to me with the promise of sweet oblivion."
"ooooooohaaaaaahhhooooo"
"none of that breathy sighing! I must motivate!"
"..."
"that's better. now. where are my shoes......"
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diggity:
how can i be there for you? even inadequately? or just in spirit? also: have a good two weeks, if i do not hear from you before they begin. 
fenris23:
That sounds like when I was sick and was taking anti nauseants like Gravol. Except with Gravol the dreams and halucinations got violent. Good luck with detox.
