obnoxiouspants

hmmm i need some candy...

be a good girl now...

[tear]

today is my last day living with my squishy (i let him breathe ^^).

i have to move back up to jersey so i can get all my shit together to move into my on campus apartment at my college.


my tummy hurts...

yesterday my squishy and i celebrated our one year anniversary. ^^

feels like its been longer then that...

i'm such an asshole in my mind.

i mean i can be such a spiteful bitch when someone has done something that offended me in the slightest...

i dunno... i usually keep that shit in my head and now i've been thinking about things and i really hate that side of me.

[sigh]

time for sleep

just had to get that thought out....


but then...
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sold my soul but don't you dare call me a whore

w00t! it's official! i'm now a student of my DREAM college

omg i'm sooo happy!!!


jumping for joy!



now i am one step closer to being a professional photographer! just like i've always wanted since i was a weeeee little little girl.

always keep them wanting more. it's wanting that keeps us alive.

when you cum you never make a sound...

w00t! i finally pre-registered for Otakon!

everyone is now arriving for the service we're holding for my aunt. it all has seemed kinda unreal up until now... i know in an hour or less i'll be hit with the complete reality of her death.

[deep breath]

gah so i have to go back up to new jersey for this weekend for my Aunt's Memorial service. i loved my aunt to pieces but i don't want to go back, mainly becuase my uncle will be there... i realllllly don't want to be anywhere near him, let alone there with out ,my sugar there to protect me (curse you Harry Potter and going...
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went to see Mindless Self Indulgence at the Recher Theatre last night. very fun show. i enjoyed Bella Morte and Suicide City.
MSI was awesome as usual. halfway through thier set though, i had to get passed forward cause i couldn't breathe in the crush. to many extrememly wet, crazed fans at the front with me.
but, i stil had funny watching from the back...
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i am offically moved in.

w00t

new location: towson, maryland

i'm currently holding a sale of my paintings.

all pieces up for sale are the one of a kind originals.
they come framed


here are links to my deviantart postings of photos of the pieces:

Cauterized and Smooth: A poem
Sea Salt Angel: A poem
A Dead But Living Boy: A poem
Our Song: A poem
White Bride: A poem
Brain Fuck: Upper Left
Brain...
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