Ohhhhhh Lord won't ya buy me a mercedes benz... my friends all drive porsches, I must make amends!
Everything sucks and is jus kinda confusing. Xmas has become such a frigging hallmark holiday... has effing everybody forgotten that it's JC's birthday? Dang. The fiancee and I are KILLING each other, I hate it! He's just being an unromantic cranky shithead lately and I'm just NOT havin' it. What the hell. It's freakin' shitty. He just doesn't understand me or anything about me. He's a great guy, and I love him but I'm not IN love with him. Actually... I'm in love with someone else. And I swear this guy is my soul mate. But we've never met face to face. But I can't get him outta my head. Or my heart. Or my soul. And I've got a 1k ring in my finger an 8 grand invested in a wedding and a man who loves (I think) and does take good care of me. But I'm not in love with him. And we have no passion. FUCK! Now what!?
Everything sucks and is jus kinda confusing. Xmas has become such a frigging hallmark holiday... has effing everybody forgotten that it's JC's birthday? Dang. The fiancee and I are KILLING each other, I hate it! He's just being an unromantic cranky shithead lately and I'm just NOT havin' it. What the hell. It's freakin' shitty. He just doesn't understand me or anything about me. He's a great guy, and I love him but I'm not IN love with him. Actually... I'm in love with someone else. And I swear this guy is my soul mate. But we've never met face to face. But I can't get him outta my head. Or my heart. Or my soul. And I've got a 1k ring in my finger an 8 grand invested in a wedding and a man who loves (I think) and does take good care of me. But I'm not in love with him. And we have no passion. FUCK! Now what!?
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i miss you
but i haven't met you yet
so special
but it hasn't happened yet
you are gorgeous
but i haven't met you yet
i remember
but it hasn't happened yet
and if you believe in dreams
or what is more important
that a dream can come true
i will meet you
i was peaking
but it hasn't happened yet
i haven't been given
my best souvenir
i miss you
but i haven't met you yet
i know your habits
but wouldn't recognize you yet
and if you believe in dreams
or what is more important
that a dream can come true
i will meet you
i'm so impatient
i can't stand the wait
when will i get my cuddle?
who are you?
i know by now that you'll arrive
by the time i stop waiting
i miss you
darn tootin........