nursesugar

My journal. That's pretty cool. Well it'd be cooler if my keyboard didn't suck so much. SO Im in this great relationship.

But (and there's always a but)

I'm so confused. I really do love this guy, but LORD he's so damn vanilla. I'm a way oversexed girl. I love women. SOMETIMES think more than men. Men just don't get it sometimes. They either don't know how to please awoman, or squirt after 30 seconds. And as far as marriage goes..... ack sure I wanna get married. It just kinda freaks me out that the guy I'm marrying is so damn clueless in the bedroom. So I tried clueing him in... but instead, now we don't have sex at all... Which is a problem. It's worse. It's horredous. I know he takes such good care of me ut god it's like sometimes I feel like it's just repressing me in the worst way. I feel like all I do is work, have no fun. I'm tired of the freaking local hole in the wall dive bars.

So I guess I totally just used this as a bitch session. Ugh sorry... lol... I seriously am a totally creative girl with a huge heart (and a huge butt LMAO)... Check me out.