Wednesday Nov 26, 2003

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My journal. That's pretty cool. Well it'd be cooler if my keyboard didn't suck so much. SO Im in this great relationship.

But (and there's always a but)

I'm so confused. I really do love this guy, but LORD he's so damn vanilla. I'm a way oversexed girl. I love women. SOMETIMES think more than men. Men just don't get it sometimes. They either don't know how to please awoman, or squirt after 30 seconds. And as far as marriage goes..... ack sure I wanna get married. It just kinda freaks me out that the guy I'm marrying is so damn clueless in the bedroom. So I tried clueing him in... but instead, now we don't have sex at all... Which is a problem. It's worse. It's horredous. I know he takes such good care of me ut god it's like sometimes I feel like it's just repressing me in the worst way. I feel like all I do is work, have no fun. I'm tired of the freaking local hole in the wall dive bars.

So I guess I totally just used this as a bitch session. Ugh sorry... lol... I seriously am a totally creative girl with a huge heart (and a huge butt LMAO)... Check me out. love
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skryche:
If he does turn down a threesome... it's a lost cause.

"NYSG"? SaintBrat doesn't know what he's talking about.
nursesugar:
actually.... it's not that he's turned down a threesome.... but 6 months ago we were drunken hot tubbing with our best friends, Christine and Jeff, and it kinda started turning into a group thing.... but he got all freaked out and said he couldn't do it. He said it was because they were our best friends ad he didn't want things to get wierd with them. When we go to the strip clubs, I always get lap dances and he's cool with that.... but I dunno. I hope he's not a lost cause. Cuz he's definately the greatest guy ever. But then there's this girl thing too, I really like girls alot.... I find myself thnking about them constantly, and I'll find any excuse to hang out with Chris and Jeff... Chris and I jokingly call each other our "girlfriend".... but reality is when we're all at the bar and Jeff and Jim are off playing pool somewhere we're all over each other... LMAO! Whoknows.

I happen to LOVE country music and that sounds like sooooooooooo much fun! Where is this place? You guys should take me along!

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