school: i feel like i'm failing my classes. most people get anxiety mid-semester, mine all hits me toward the end. i feel like i'm on the midst of a nervous breakdown.
my scholarship depends on my grades, and my education depends on my scholarship, so the wicked machine that is higher education may by getting the better of me. i just hope i can keep it up these last few weeks.
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hearts: things with the boy and i are surreal. so surreal i feel like i'm dreaming, or in some garden state-esque movie.
god i sound so fucking emo.... but hey, it's the truth. all i know is that for once, i got lucky, and i'm not going to let the oppurtunity for happiness pass me by.
.
life sucks: so i have to bring my beloved bailey the kittie to my moms house tomorrow because my apt. complex hates me. i am going to miss him so much...
i hope i don't cry. i hate crying.
there's no crying in baseball.
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music: saw the boy's friends band robotmonkeyarm at stardust on friday. it was freakin' sweet, i was pleasantly surprised.
wednesday is mercury program at the social. after listening to a lot of their music, i really want to go. i hope i can afford it.
money sucks.
this show will rule. i love different types of music.
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can't wait to see everyone at Gonzoe's going away bash. it is going to own.
cheers!
-m
my scholarship depends on my grades, and my education depends on my scholarship, so the wicked machine that is higher education may by getting the better of me. i just hope i can keep it up these last few weeks.
.
hearts: things with the boy and i are surreal. so surreal i feel like i'm dreaming, or in some garden state-esque movie.
god i sound so fucking emo.... but hey, it's the truth. all i know is that for once, i got lucky, and i'm not going to let the oppurtunity for happiness pass me by.
.
life sucks: so i have to bring my beloved bailey the kittie to my moms house tomorrow because my apt. complex hates me. i am going to miss him so much...
i hope i don't cry. i hate crying.
there's no crying in baseball.
.
music: saw the boy's friends band robotmonkeyarm at stardust on friday. it was freakin' sweet, i was pleasantly surprised.
wednesday is mercury program at the social. after listening to a lot of their music, i really want to go. i hope i can afford it.
money sucks.
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this show will rule. i love different types of music.
.........................................................................................
can't wait to see everyone at Gonzoe's going away bash. it is going to own.
cheers!
-m
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Thanks!
I really really miss you too doll. I am finally starting to feel better
I'm so happy that you and your boy are happy!!!! I can't wait to meet him. Hopefully we will see you guys on the 17th