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Currently, I am in schooland dreading it. I have two more clinicals left of my CNA class and then I can take my certification test in February. But, I am finding it incredibly difficult to even go to the rest of my classes. I havent been in two weeks, partly from skipping and partly because of daycare being closed and the boys being sick. I only have 3 more weeks left (including finals week) so I just need to suck it up and go! Next, semester I am doing all online classes so I can be home more and hopefully pick up a second job and save some money. Now this is my newest/oldest dilemmaI might start back in the fall but with a cosmetology major. That way I have a career and one that I know I would enjoy. Then from there I would take Nursing classes part time and proceed to get my RN. Hopefully. I still have a year to plan all this out and its just one big headache. Ugh. Anyone want to complete my schooling for me?

Puke. Thats how I feel about them at this moment, and well have for a while now. The closest thing to a relationship for me is messing around with a guy in a relationship. Yes I know, very classy on my part. But, Ive been single for roughly 5 years, within that time frame I have been with people and I have been serious with people just never a full on commitment. I just dont think I could make a real relationship work right now. All the people I went to school with are either married or in relationships and have been for quite some time, and to me its sickening. Great for them, but like I was telling a friend of mine last nightmarriage is huge, its forever and I dont know if I like that. Although, on the topic of relationshipI am bisexual, which only a hand few of people actually know. And I think if I were to jump into a committed relationship I would want to try it out with a girl this time around, see how things are on that end. But, Im completely fine with being single and having other people be in the relationships.

Im so broke its not even funny. Christmas has wiped me completely clean. Plus I now have a $60 seat belt ticket to pay for (no idea on how Im going to do that.) And to top everything off, all my accounts are on frozen. Ive had fraud calls who knew all my information, social security number, my email, bank account numberseverything. They also tried to withdraw money from my account but since I didnt have the amount they were trying for it was deniedthey had my debit card number and tried making purchases online. So until I get everything straightened out and a new debit card, I have absolute no way of getting my money. For once it sucks that every type of income I get is direct deposit. So now Im borrowing money for gas, groceries, etc. so once I get access to my account Ill be broke again for repaying everyone.

Yes, I have a spoiler for shows. Absolute new favorite is American Horror StoryI love it. I got my friend hooked on Dexter. I just bought the remaining seasons of Six Feet Under. I also enjoyed Grimm but I have misses the past 3 episodes. I am super excited for Christmas because I should be getting the remaining seasons I need for How I Met Your Mother. As you can tell I dont have much of a life, so I love my TV shows. So if anyone knows of good shows, send them my way.

A friend of mine who informed me she wants to try it with a girl because she thinks it would be fun let me know today she had thought about asking me but since we are close friends and see each other almost daily it probably wouldnt be a good idea in case it sucked. I told her she was just afraid of falling in love with me. Bahaha.

I went out drinking on Saturday, and got plastered! Flashed my boobs to write my name on the ceiling, was being hit on by a guy, then proceeded to puke on his shoes. Then the girls I was with gave him my number and in the past 48 hours I have received 46 phone calls, 7 voicemails, and 32 texts from himall gone unanswered. He must not be good at taking hints. But man that night was greatand absolute no hang overI was up at 7am and cleaning. Maybe I should puke more often.

With my income taxes I plan to take a vacation to somewhereany suggestions?

Also, Im getting my nipples pierced (for real, since Ive been talking about doing it forever!), and I will hopefully be getting a cover up on my back tattoo. But that will only happen if I get a good return.