Well I'm finally back on here, not that anyone actually knew I was gone. But I'm so glad to be back, I missed the conversations and the groups. Most especially I miss in my blogs...
It's been a few weeks since I last wrote a blog. Let's see...
I'm 22 now, my birthday was September 25th. It was great I went out with a girlfriend of mine and got dolled up and liquored up. Then at 3 in the morning I drove 45 minutes to meet a friend of mine at a hotel. I can't believe I let him convince me to drive, but it was fun and well worth it. The drive home the next morning was no so much fun, I was looking like a hot mess, and completely hung over. But I have good memories of the night at least.
A friend of mine is having a baby! So congrats to her! About time she pops some babies out, I just wish she lived closer so I could support her and well see her belly grow!
Classes are going okay, I am getting burnt out for sure. About 10 more weeks left. I can't wait, I'm ready for a break from constantly having every minute of my life planned out. But it's all worth it in the end...or at least it better be.
I also found out I'm "suffering" from postpartum depression. I don't know if I am or not but I do know that I am completely stressed out and feel on the verge of breaking at anytime. But maybe I do have it. It's hard telling, it could just be the circumstances right now. I have 5 days of classes, one which is 9 hours long. I work 5 days a week. I rarely get any help with the two boys. My 4 year-old hardly listens anymore and likes to be defiant. And my 9 month old likes to make bedtime a 2 hour event and screams and cries. And he really loves waking up every hour now. Running on maybe 5 hours of sleep each night (that is being generous is extremely hard.) So see it could just be the lack of sleep and everything.
Well my 9 month all is crying I'll update later.
It's been a few weeks since I last wrote a blog. Let's see...
I'm 22 now, my birthday was September 25th. It was great I went out with a girlfriend of mine and got dolled up and liquored up. Then at 3 in the morning I drove 45 minutes to meet a friend of mine at a hotel. I can't believe I let him convince me to drive, but it was fun and well worth it. The drive home the next morning was no so much fun, I was looking like a hot mess, and completely hung over. But I have good memories of the night at least.
A friend of mine is having a baby! So congrats to her! About time she pops some babies out, I just wish she lived closer so I could support her and well see her belly grow!
Classes are going okay, I am getting burnt out for sure. About 10 more weeks left. I can't wait, I'm ready for a break from constantly having every minute of my life planned out. But it's all worth it in the end...or at least it better be.
I also found out I'm "suffering" from postpartum depression. I don't know if I am or not but I do know that I am completely stressed out and feel on the verge of breaking at anytime. But maybe I do have it. It's hard telling, it could just be the circumstances right now. I have 5 days of classes, one which is 9 hours long. I work 5 days a week. I rarely get any help with the two boys. My 4 year-old hardly listens anymore and likes to be defiant. And my 9 month old likes to make bedtime a 2 hour event and screams and cries. And he really loves waking up every hour now. Running on maybe 5 hours of sleep each night (that is being generous is extremely hard.) So see it could just be the lack of sleep and everything.
Well my 9 month all is crying I'll update later.
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f1ssure:
welcome back!!
blueyak:
welcome back, glad you're having some fun in life