nonameninja

just stopping by to say things are going well....not super well but nothing bad and I feel bad that all I ever write is bad....had a HUGE fight with the old lady yesterday but what else is new....just doin' fine today and *sigh* being "ok" is good enough for me...

sick of it
if it wasn't for all my work
I'd have no friends
if I don't talk, text, call
I'd sit by my self
just once I want people
to want me around
to care how I think/feel
I'm not cool or interesting
but I'm sick of chasing
annnoying people
and need need needing
when nobody seems
to need me around

so today my...
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I wish getting what I want was easier...I hate it when I just simply can't be my self and I have to be super insecure....I really am not and I may not be super cool but I don't do my self justice...I'm just meant to live in my own bullshit emo purgatory of knowing I'm not doing what I should be doing or what I...
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I got my car back!!! *does a little happy dance*

I'm a total loser now and have a facebook...feel free to make fun now

my roommates suck...they where always causing problems and drama being annoying and disrespectful...then yesterday they came home and said oh ya guess what we found a place sign the papers and are moving out right now....totally fucking the rest of us that are here fighting either to get a job or get enough hours to pay owe bills...

so now we might not make rent...we...
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the only thing I do on this site is hang out in groups and talk about whatever...I rarely post but every time I do I get a gang of people telling me I'm a retard...I'd like to just say what I have to say like everyone else does...sadly that will never happen

I'm really about tired of this site...I don't really have a reason to...
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well it probably doesn't count anymore since its past midnight but I went out tonight because it was my brothers birthday...he died a little over 2 years ago and he was everything to me...not just my big brother but more then I could describe....I went out by my self to the bar and tried to drink my sorrows a little bit...I miss him so much...
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drove 4 hours to seattle yesterday to see crystal method and the prodigy...I'd seen crystal method before and they where still a delight...but the prodigy...OH MY GOD it was good...I had a blast there live show really amazing as I had hoped. in a side note keith flint has got to be the most attractive man ever....I'm not gay but I wish I looked at...
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I think when my account runs out I'm going to just leave it at that. I have a really bad history with this site for some reason. when I start everything was all good I could keep a journal and it helped me clear my head. then my girlfriend at the time read it and got super pissed because she didn't like what she saw....
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