nonameninja

ok so I hope this all come out right....over the last year I've been trying to get a hold of my ex-girlfriend sarah...the last person I loved and am still not even really over...I had very little luck for a long time...then about 6 months ago it happened...I found her and we started talking...it was a little riff at first but things have been going better...not really been saying a hole lot just remanising and getting up to speed....we in her last e-mail she said she wanted to meet for a cup nof coffee...I was blow away as she told me she only wished to talk through e-mail because she was afraid I was going to try to win her back...which at the time yes I was trying to do....but not its a little different....so I was on the bus the other day...I get on a bus I wasn't going to take and almost missed bcause I was smoking....it was going where I wanted to go but kinda the long way and with time to kill that was perfect...I get on and look up.....there she is sitting in the back of the bus...I've not seen her in about a year and a half....I walf back and sit down....not super close to her but not in the front...I didn't say anything...for the 20 that seemed like 10 years...nothing...I didn't say anything...I know she saw me..I say that look...of omg what is going on...the same one I'm sure I had....I sat in my seat and listioned to music...afriad if I hurd her talking and laughing....being happy I would start to cry as I miss her so much and I can't talk to her...shes getting married and the guy was sitting next to her,,,,he dosen't know who I am and I wanted to keep from there being a scene...I guess what I am saying is it was hard to see her...I miss her so much...a part of my still loves her,,,,,and though I wanted to see her and alwas thought about what I would do and say....I did the only thing I could do.....nothing....eye contact twice....nothing more....just enough for her to know I saw her....so now...I have to wait for an e-mail from her to hear what she has to say on the hole thing...it was all very weird but I don't care...I really really needed to see her,,,,if only for a few min without a word said...

nin - only

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ok look...I know who you are...I know you logged into my account...I'm warning you only once...I will not warn you again...STEP THE FUCK OFF....before you find out what I'm made of...I swear I will not stop untell I'm satisfyed which is not going to be any fun for you...wow you knew one password...who gives a shit I WILL fuck your shit up if you don't walk away right now...