nonameninja

so today was pay day and the end of the week....kinda still have a half overtime shift to work tonight...I went over tot he paint buliding at work on lunch tonight so see a firends...and they we're asking me about trasfuring....ya it would kindfa change my shifts and everything btu I would get something like $5 more an hour....is it time for a change?? we'll see tonight I go back over there after I get off....for a kinda interview...not much new to say...saterday is the big pircing party and I realized tongiht that because I am so excited...its going to fail..somehow everything that could make me happy just turns to make me hate life....so I've been fighting urdges latly...there not good ones......I've been letting on that I've been doing much better resently...but I'm lieing...I am doomed...lonlyness forever....what sucks is right now the only thing I seem to want to do are all depressing activitys....be very alone in that kinda way....sad music...cry....think...thats all I want to do....so I say this one thing.......I am doomed and I hate that there has to be a future.....because I have none

Oasis - wonderwall

to the down fall of priates everywhere