Empty
I drink to forget the pain.
I drink to stop the questions.
I drink to fill the emptiness.
I do not understand
why you do not touch me
as if I was a disease
it makes me feel small and dirty
I do not understand why
others make me feel better
about myself then you
I am starved for attention
as if I was...
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I drink to forget the pain.
I drink to stop the questions.
I drink to fill the emptiness.
I do not understand
why you do not touch me
as if I was a disease
it makes me feel small and dirty
I do not understand why
others make me feel better
about myself then you
I am starved for attention
as if I was...
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Crazy
Thoughts race through my mind
a million at a time
I can not rest
because I can not quiet my mind
These thought of mine are becoming a pest
I am crazy, I am starting to find
I play out scenes in my head
that have never come about
some things I have read
others things I shout
Please quiet my soul
give me...
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Thoughts race through my mind
a million at a time
I can not rest
because I can not quiet my mind
These thought of mine are becoming a pest
I am crazy, I am starting to find
I play out scenes in my head
that have never come about
some things I have read
others things I shout
Please quiet my soul
give me...
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Circles
Why do we keep going in circles? Repeat performances, repeating the same mistakes over & over.
Falling again & again for the same type of person or the same circumstance, the same negative experience.
We say that we learn from our mistakes, yet we choose to repeat them, falling into the same trap.
Why? Why are we destined to be unhappy, or do we...
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Why do we keep going in circles? Repeat performances, repeating the same mistakes over & over.
Falling again & again for the same type of person or the same circumstance, the same negative experience.
We say that we learn from our mistakes, yet we choose to repeat them, falling into the same trap.
Why? Why are we destined to be unhappy, or do we...
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Bryan Dear
Bryan dear
you are so near
yet so far away.
When I think of you
my thoughts go astray.
For I love you
each and every day
but something always gets in our way
it's either what we do
or maybe what we say.
I'd give you my heart
but for I'm afraid we'd part
and I can't let that be.
Oh can't...
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Bryan dear
you are so near
yet so far away.
When I think of you
my thoughts go astray.
For I love you
each and every day
but something always gets in our way
it's either what we do
or maybe what we say.
I'd give you my heart
but for I'm afraid we'd part
and I can't let that be.
Oh can't...
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Broken Promises-Broken Heart
I promised myself I would keep the door to my heart closed. I promised myself I would not fall in love again only to have it tear me apart. I broke those promises, for they meant nothing the moment my empty eyes were filled with the vision of you. All logic went out the window & my heart took control. The promises...
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I promised myself I would keep the door to my heart closed. I promised myself I would not fall in love again only to have it tear me apart. I broke those promises, for they meant nothing the moment my empty eyes were filled with the vision of you. All logic went out the window & my heart took control. The promises...
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Awakening
You have awakened in me
a side of me that has laid dormant for way to long
I feel a pulse of energy, a sense of excitement
pulsing through every inch of my being
through my very soul
A stranger in cyberspace
yet I can not get you off of my mind
as if I was looking straight into your soul
and you into...
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You have awakened in me
a side of me that has laid dormant for way to long
I feel a pulse of energy, a sense of excitement
pulsing through every inch of my being
through my very soul
A stranger in cyberspace
yet I can not get you off of my mind
as if I was looking straight into your soul
and you into...
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The Underside
The pain I feel can't be described
because I live in a world on the underside.
It's a world of the future, a world of the past,
it's here & now & it's gonna last.
Look around & you will see,
a world filled with misery.
A world where dreams can not be,
and nightmares become reality.
The time has come to say...
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The pain I feel can't be described
because I live in a world on the underside.
It's a world of the future, a world of the past,
it's here & now & it's gonna last.
Look around & you will see,
a world filled with misery.
A world where dreams can not be,
and nightmares become reality.
The time has come to say...
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The Kiss Of Death
Every night I lie in bed dreaming of the moment I will meet my Prince of Darkness & receive his kiss of death. A moment I have dreamed of all my life. A moment that I willingly await for & invite all too often. My naked body waits for his embrace & my soul for his kiss. For when I receive...
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Every night I lie in bed dreaming of the moment I will meet my Prince of Darkness & receive his kiss of death. A moment I have dreamed of all my life. A moment that I willingly await for & invite all too often. My naked body waits for his embrace & my soul for his kiss. For when I receive...
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NocturnalChilde
I am a childe of the night,
living in the shadows,
living a lonely existence,
that no one understands.
For when you are a childe of the night,
you belong solely to the night,
and no one or nothing,
will ever be able to share you again.
So seductive and mysterious was the night,
that I gave of myself freely,
and now all that...
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I am a childe of the night,
living in the shadows,
living a lonely existence,
that no one understands.
For when you are a childe of the night,
you belong solely to the night,
and no one or nothing,
will ever be able to share you again.
So seductive and mysterious was the night,
that I gave of myself freely,
and now all that...
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The Embracing of NocturnalChilde
Greetings all. My name is Magan, also known as NocturnalChilde. My embracing took place at a time in my life when I was lonely and lost. Even though I had friends and family I still felt very much alone. I was living a lonely existence that no one understood, including myself. At least that is what I thought, but someone did...
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Greetings all. My name is Magan, also known as NocturnalChilde. My embracing took place at a time in my life when I was lonely and lost. Even though I had friends and family I still felt very much alone. I was living a lonely existence that no one understood, including myself. At least that is what I thought, but someone did...
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The Embracing of NocturnalChilde
Greetings all. My name is Magan, also known as NocturnalChilde. My embracing took place at a time in my life when I was lonely and lost. Even though I had friends and family I still felt very much alone. I was living a lonely existence that no one understood, including myself. At least that is what I thought, but someone did...
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Greetings all. My name is Magan, also known as NocturnalChilde. My embracing took place at a time in my life when I was lonely and lost. Even though I had friends and family I still felt very much alone. I was living a lonely existence that no one understood, including myself. At least that is what I thought, but someone did...
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A Bisexual Embracing
It is Saturday night and you are on your way over to my house to do our normal Saturday night routine, hit the clubs, at least that is what you think we are doing. Tonight I have other plans for you. Something I have been waiting for a long time. You knock on the door and I yell for you to come...
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It is Saturday night and you are on your way over to my house to do our normal Saturday night routine, hit the clubs, at least that is what you think we are doing. Tonight I have other plans for you. Something I have been waiting for a long time. You knock on the door and I yell for you to come...
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