ninji

i am jealous of SG's blacklisted. he's had, what, 2 hot dates already? maybe it was one and my jealousy made it into two!

i haven't had a hot date in a long time, & certainly not one who called back and asked for another!

i'm not extremely picky...not too picky at all....

it's just i think my standards as to how i'd be treated were so low for so long that i stopped wanting things for myself and started settling. so i am quite careful. lots of folks are in a hurry. i might be one of those girls who's an acquired taste, too. hard for me to tell from this side of my eyes.

all the boiz i adore are otherwise engaged as well. of course. still, they are enjoyable to mesh with. i do love to mesh. and i've been a nun so long that i don't attach expectations to very much these days. it really makes this whole thing a lot more enjoyable.

so much of this datinghell sitch i'm sure will have to do with my getting my sea legs again.

urgh--
what the hell's a girl gotta do???! (wait; DON'T ANSWER THAT, deviants!)

(sigh--i will be patient)

LMAO @ SELF,

ji