ninji

if anger looms
please surgically remove
and if it takes 10 years getting smaller day by day by day
that's better.

let me move to austin if i have to.
start it anew.

i didn't see anger in that picture you sent me
i saw a mind who'd given up
in that picture of me i'd lost the will

my baby sweetest, see,
i never had it.
all this time gone fingerpointing at the meanies
and the bullies
and this that and the other person who would not love,
or even like me

all this time the sugarcolor universe was asking me
"do you mind?"
use it baby activate it
cookie cutters and colors raw
this is quantum leap electric thought
before you ask the question it is your sweet answer

you are honey you are kitten
you are tastesgood you are cosmic blanket
spread across the universe
door was always open
and you wouldn't even knock

sugarspin it
turn it round my baby
even if nobody's looking
that
is not
the point

i was here before there was a word
called "here"
and now you're in my world
called here

i know you're scared of kissing
but i tell you baby
kiss hug smother and adore it
full on the mouth and
ask for seconds
activate run your heart e-
motion
turntable two times
three my baby
four

you're all you were waiting for

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ji