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Monday Mar 03, 2003

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WISHCAST 6

i had a feeling the fuck/snuggle/buddy deal would get some diverse feedback, after i posted and had time to think about it. that's okay. they really ARE the same thing.

to me it's all about choice. comfort. relating. how in the HELL would i feel comfy w/someone if i have a basic trepidation around people? i mean, hello--that ain't a recipe for a fulfilling relationship.

people, for the most part, are benevolent (thanks t -- now in the real life ether -- for reminding). if they are or seem malicious, they're just severely misguided and if they knew better they would do better and it's CERTAINLY not personal.

so a wish. my wishcast is about you. the concept of you, accepting me, broken, is, in my fluxstate, for faith's sake. knowing that my road is a rocky, strange, courageous and sometimes dark one. willing to chill for the ride. reminding yourself, "they're just words."

the idea of sex has come up for me lately, mea culpa, because i'm all about the SG and the erotica (yeah, i write that too) but on the daily? i feel / seem quite neuter. it's not that i do not have desire but i am most certainly not used to exercising it.

that would make sense. desire ties in with choice. something i have to remind myself that i can make. something that, thankfully, is our divine birthright.

bad SG etiquette. posts of mine are getting so long.
wishcast: a loverbaby who just accepts the isness of me. someone just desirous to relate. i know i was on about all the snugglebuddy stuff. that's silly really. being focused on the sex stuff is being focused on the doing. it's probably unpopular but i just want to focus on the being right now. cause first, effect second.

i know. i'm a goddamn sqaure.

ninji miao!!
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dr_knownothing:
oho hohhoh! my wish came tru! sketchy loud upstairs neighbor folk moved out! whoohoo! the truck pulled up and i got all excited and spied and sure enough...gone! i wanted to go out and offer to help just to get them out a little faster. it's peaceful here now. so mentally i'm channeling my positive wish come true energy on in your direction, maybe it'll help. as far as the whole snuggle/fuck buddy thiing goes...i've had both at different times and at the same time and various other permutations of that realtionship...it can work...it's tricky though...just take each moment as it comes and follow your happiness wherever it takes you...peace
Mar 4, 2003
rawr_ima_monster:
I can't believe Imissed the snugglebuddy post. I'm all about a snuggle buddy. I don't think the emotional physicality of being is that unpopular around here, but I'm certainl more focused on that than the doing. I'm definitely feeling you on what you're saying about the "idea of sex" and that whole having/exercising desire thing.
-It's unfortunate you're all the way down there, I'd snuggle with you for an indefinite period of time, and I'm all about your isness. kiss
Dave
Mar 4, 2003

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