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reality sets in like sun's set
inspiration rises like sun's rise...
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Happy Be Day

That's all you want is love, m'dear.
No matter whether
That love is lodged in the middle of Ibiza Summer,
Her haute voice as cello, flute, electronica beats
Bumping hard against your hard

No matter whether this love is fondled,
Wrapped in Godiva,
At the bottom of a bucket, filled...
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eris23:
why oh why...do you always say what i need to hear?

***
shh
the interest acrued of so long knowing you--
no divide remains unspanned
once i know that i can not
stand straddled above
this last abyss

i'll step over to your side
suoda:
If I had to choose one piece, this is the one I would choose. This one is simply incredible. The way you write and your rhythm thrills me! I thoroughly enjoy reading your entries.

"Desire takes orders from the love force." - a truer statement has yet to be made.

Thanks for sharing all your writing with us. Tis a treat.
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anyone wanna go with me to Vegas? Club Paradise? (ahhhh, memories...)

I was looking for its homepage, and stumbled on a strip club reviews page (yeah--twist my arm!)

this review is hilarious:

"Pussycat - READER SUBMISSION: "I had to TRY and remember this place. Then suddenly, I did. It's a place where the girls try to talk you into going for private dances by promising...
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fallen1carus:
sweet! let's go! sounds like my kind of dive.

er... hehe.
jurasic:
Maybe in three years when I get off probation...Vegas 2006
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Not like y'all are following along in the nooks and crannies of details, but a crush I'd mentioned a while back (using words like "am I dumb?!" and such like this), it's settling in.

Slowly evaporating. LIke a vapor trail in a clear blue sky. It happened nice and soft like I wanted it to.

Homeboy is still around and still lovely--it's just reality is...
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dr_knownothing:
mmm...crushes in the spring time, what could be better?
leiru13:
most of the time, crushes make me happy. I get strange platonic crushes,wanting to spend alot of time talking with someone, getting to know someone, without romantic intent. I like those crushes. I can't think of many instances where I have had a romantic crush. I think, my first boyfriend, (the nyc boy) was my first real crush. That type of crush sucks hard. But that was also closer to love, being in love, which is by far the most exquisitely painful emotion.

Just click your heels together three times and repeat after me..."I am not jaded, I am not jaded, I am not jaded....

love
lexi
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i don't do "sandwich."

while i hear tell open relationships work, i've never seen one that seems all healthy and stuff. it's the stuff of myth, it seems.

anyone out there care to debunk the open relationship paradise myth? or to endorse it?

inquiring minds want to know...

?,
Be
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_v_:
me no likey
idealy i would like to be in one
but i know how my brain and heart work
it would be hard on me

color me old fashioned
eris23:
in my experience most people who say they want an 'open' relationship are just looking to legitimize getting some on the side. it's hard enough keeping things balanced and happy with one other person. we pretend to be civilized and emotionally mature, but everyone seems to instead be at least a little bit paranoid and childishly jealous, myself included.
primitive cultures don't seem to have (had) the same problems as us, sex not being taboo. thus ends amateur anthropology minute.
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i am the resurrection

mind playing tricks on me
i almost removed myself from your picture
you painted me darling lamb
i painted me "invisible."

i painted me "chalkline."
painted me "wasted."

all the madmen inside me are always dreaming
but there's a short circuit happening.
working on getting the wiring fixed.
sweetest lamb of mine, i ask you,
"please stand by."

here in my...
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zenhell:
JAH LOVE wink

[Edited on Apr 22, 2003]
leiru13:
When I was younger we read the metamorphoses in latin. I remember translating this stanza and how profound it seemed to me at the time. I don't know. Maybe it still is. From "Daedalus and Icarus"

Then thus instructs his child: My boy, take care
To wing your course along the middle air;
If low, the surges wet your flagging plumes;
If high, the sun the melting wax consumes:
Steer between both: nor to the northern skies,
Nor south Orion turn your giddy eyes;
But follow me: let me before you lay
Rules for the flight, and mark the pathless way.
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Am I dumb?

One of my newfound friends (as in a true friend) has recently had some success on the romantic front...I'm not jealous per se, however I had a fear that he would disappear for a while 'cause he's getting all this lovely attention.

So I wrote him this email telling him, "oh yeah, man, I'm gonna be off in space for a little...
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ninji:
Thanks, darling SG kids. In the interest of a quickie post before dashing off, I also bid thee all a "HAPPY EASTER!"

and doesn't this kitty look like a bunny?
wuv
-Be
miao!!
_v_:
not dumb
you and your jesus
he he he
silly girl
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The other night @ a goth dive I kind of fell in love twice.

A beautiful dancer in a catho-lick schoolgirl outfit (could have easily been an SG) was dancing on a platform high atop the bar. Cut-off see-through stockings, gauze, black, rubbing up against and caressing her milky thighs as she was dancing in time to cheesy 80s hits, and some goth 80s kuts,...
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clovesbud:
I've never left a goth club without four of five serious crushes.
smile
hollywoodrocks:
I'm leaving to go to my friends goth club right now.
Maybe I will find a crush. (((lots o pretty dancers at this club for sure)))

I think that you write so well smile makes me wish that I could, but
I can't write worth shiznit.. that's why my posts are always so short.
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Tom Cruise and Penelope Cruz.

Nick Cage and Patricia Arquette.

Kim Gordon and Thurston Moore.

Selma Hayek and Edward Norton.

Cameron Crowe and Nancy Wilson.

I fucking want THAT.
Except for the divorce and mega-stardom part. Artistic success with a fellow artist who's also my partner (in crime), okay, yes.

Mmmm, maybe not even the marriage part.

Hm.

Am I missing any couples? I'm sure...
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clovesbud:
I'm friends with Tom, Penelope, Cameron and Nancy and they are all really, really happy. They really are, as much as that pisses people off. Oooh...a35mmlife really hates Tom! Anyway...Kim and Thurston. Perfection.

I keep writing and deleting gossip. I'm not going to gossip.
I'm just happy to know mtlqueen. She's perfection too...

I wanna be Kurt and Courtney, without the suicide. You talk about love...seriously. That's a great couple.

stuffed_primate:
hellllooo...no one has mentioned siegfried and roy! (honestly I heard they broke up as a couple a while back... how sad)...
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miao!!
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keith:
Thank you! I am, and I'm not. I'm either working like a rabid beaver, or doing absolutely nothing.
ebin:
smile
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BluR.
http://jianda.net/blur.htm

new photoset:
bluR

fuzzy ramblings
on a quest
for clearer
vision
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sebadohsucker:
awww, i thought you said you were covering it for some type of media? ahhhh well, shucks.
hollywoodrocks:
nice pics..
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I just realized that pining away for someone who's not quite interested in you is akin to lowering your standards. smile

I'm definitely not into lowering my standards (ahem...anymore). I'm all about dah-value, people. Value's where it's at. Putting the steam back in self-ESTEEM.

When I talk all fluffy about "live and let live," there should be no clause that reads "except when things don't go...
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thee_blacklisted:
cuddle away chiquita, cuddle away -- we'd not be human if we didn't have boundary problems!!! and pining away after folks who don't return that feeling -- is completely human and stuff! do not worry it's all gonna be alright!
clovesbud:
Ooooh people that have Thora in their fav space gain my respect. Ah, you already had it, but still...

One time I was watching tv and I looked over at my kitchen table and there was a cat just sitting there, frozen, staring at me. All my doors and windows were closed. I opened the front door, he ran out, and I never saw him again...

surreal
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sum, restraint

had my
heart go
1,000 miles a minute
i don't know
i can't stop it
me, i tell you every thing
every little which why
my heart palpitates and
i can't control it

and i know the heart is self-sufficient
why then am i gasping for air
can't quite hold my heartbeat
still?

had my
hope floating
you keep asking i
keep answering...
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clovesbud:
That's SOOOO great!!

Puss. smile
eris23:
what joy to lounge upon
the plush divan of your affections
and feed you turkish delite
from the hollow of my throat...