Sunday Aug 17, 2003

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hi--i feel like a noodge, but i, too, will be stepping down from SG detail. i apologize. much going on, little time for SG fun. frown

um, let's see.

jianda.net is my domain. you can basically reach me there. i've got a comments box and such.

(waving)

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oninotaki:
bye bella, its been fun meeting and chatting with yasmile
fallen1carus:
kiss i'll miss ya sweetie.

Saturday Jul 26, 2003

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I'm okay, but I really shouldn't make promises/deadlines for myself/you that I can't keep! (sighing/laughing at self).

I missed you but I missed me most.
I'm a heart act to follow sometimes
smooth like butta on ya breakfast toast
Sometimes like a mother of the disappeared

I won't lie I fall in love to easily,
sometimes, I just plain fall
What always, though, amazes me,...
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punkinhead:
"sometimes like a mother of the disappeared" - you floor me everytime, Bella. Best of luck to you with everything.

ph
stuffed_primate:
Hola! tongue

Wednesday Jul 16, 2003

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SG Peeps:
I have been a very very bad girl but in none of the good ways. I've been a double plus extra bad penpal. Again, I apologize. I will (WILL) catch up with everyone this week.

Sorry. I love the feedback and sugah I get from everyone and I don't want it to stop. So I need to be bettah and come on back...
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jonnyjester:
we'll hold on for ya... but you should really check this out.

http://www.sinplex.com/box.html

it so sweet just touch a drip
muggan_music:
*pet pet*

Monday Jul 07, 2003

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winged migration

my words cannot do it justice but i highly recommend this movie - - winged migration.

http://www.sonyclassics.com/wingedmigration


sheer wonder and marvel at the glory of life. grace, beauty, awe, inspiration from life, and that's just the first minute or two. again, my words can't do it justice, but birds are dancers. smile

just realized, that since i've seen that movie i'm always, always bird-conscious...
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slebnak:
my wife told me about this movie...will have to see it...the trailer looks amazing
glorybox111:
You should read Johnathan livingston seagull by richard bach. Or Kara the lonely Falcon by Joseph F. Girzone.

Tuesday Jul 01, 2003

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THE PLACE IN THE WAYS

Having come to this place
I set out once again
on the dark and marvelous way
from where I began:
belief in the love of the world,
woman, spirit, and man.

Having failed in all things
I enter a new age
seeing the old ways as toys,
the houses of a stage
painted and long forgot;
and I find love...
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sakita:
hey gorgeous!
love the poem, love the pic
thanks for all the words of happiness!
love
leiru13:
I am wondering as I read if things ae going better for you than they were last week. I was going to write something about being happy, but I realize that happiness isn't what most of us accomplish anyway. I'm just looking to be content. I almost wrote "complacent" but I think that the two things are different, that complacent suggests a lack of will to make oneself happy, and we all need a little unpolluted happiness sometimes.

Oh well, off to make some mac and cheese.
kisses

Saturday Jun 28, 2003

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been gone for a few days (good; vacation). thought i could catch up but had no online access. frown

so, i'm catching my breath. should be back up to speed in the next day or 2. thanks for your patience lovedarlings.

be love
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alisa:
i've missed you so and will
miss you until we meet again

kiss
fallen1carus:
what exactly is the "proper usage of the word "brotha'"?

tongue

Thursday Jun 19, 2003

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seeming

seeming isn't real
relax into love
give yourself another
chance to be that love.
multiply it.

Wladyslaw Szpilman
was not just a pianist.
His true pure instrument
was love, in spite of spite--
and gratitude in the face
of ingrates.

Necessitated truth always
in the face
of mile-a-minute, arbitrary lies

i used to marevel at
the frozen lovingkindness concentrate
that
some folks
could just...
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joyrider:
phone book scrap book love cooking likely to result in emotional jambalaya.
oninotaki:
Just checking in to say hi and make sure your doing good, from the looks of it you are so I will say good day to you may your weekend be nice and ttyl.biggrin

Monday Jun 16, 2003

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'In the darkest hour the soul is replenished and given strength to continue and endure.'
-- Heart Warrior Chosa

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leavemehere:
why do things need turning around?
you ok frown
i hope so
xoxo
lmh
punkinhead:
Hey Bella Bella,

I have a part time warehouse job, usually 3-4 days a week. So I wind up doing nights and weekends, mostly. When I have the rare full day to write I squeeze whatever I can out of it - i try not to talk to anybody, i just get up, make hot tea and turn the computer on. I just got a laptop (Laptop! its name should be sung from sea to sea!) and I'm experimenting with going to 'neutral' places to work - the lybrary, one of GA's lame coffee shops, etc.

I'm on this killer pace right now - Ive done two books this year so far, am working on another and have one due in Dec. I told my publishers that I cant keep this pace up next year without enough cash to live on. Needless to say I'm doing less books frown

Yes, BG is amazing. We aren't always on the same page but our feelings are real and strong. Its still recent (going on three months) so we'll see. But if feelings mean anything, I'm absolutely crazy about her.

I write all kinds of stuff but Im publishing an alternative history fantasy game series. Follow my homepage link if you are interested. It's a semi-living, but I really want to publish fiction. I have a novle that I really want to see on a shelf somewhere!

Okay, I'm currently reading the worst pulp fantasy I have ever put my hands on - The Prisioner of the Horned Helmet. A friend of mine from Seattle got me the series, and I have guilted myself into reading the first one. Trying to read - time will tell if I can get through it. I just finished this cool novel called Dexterity, about a woman who runs from her abusive ahole husband in upstate NY.

How are you liking Book of Dead Birds?

So Bella . . . will you be my internet friend?

be well,

PH

Saturday Jun 14, 2003

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"The Pianist is a work of a very high order in the literature of the Holocaust. Despite everything that happened to Szpilman-- the loss of all of his family and most of his friends--it doesn't contain even a hint of a desire for revenge." - from a review of the book/original version of Wladyslaw Szpilman's "The Pianist."
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hollywoodrocks:
Sure man... I will let you know. I work so much that I don't ever hang with SGLA, and I feel a little out of place when I have, just cause I don't really know any of those kids, but I will go if you come down for sure. I would be at Barsinister anyway... smile

I think that I may be in SD (maybe) around the 4th of July... so maybe if somethings going on let me know. cool?
escapegoat:
ya
ahhhhh for me

Wednesday Jun 11, 2003

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I'm in love with the Daily Photo Project Dude.

He reminds me of a longtime boyfriend of mine (wistful sigh) and tons of crushes, immediately following our breakup.

Enjoy (if you're a freak lilke me who's into performance art trippyness such like this)

http://www.c71123.com/daily_photo/index.php

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hollywoodrocks:
holy crap pic went gone. frown
ericj:
How strange! In a good way, but still. tongue

Dig the new pic. Very mysterious. smile

Wednesday Jun 11, 2003

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EIGHTY PER CENT OF SUCCESS IS SHOWING UP

When you're sure you're on the right road to attaining success you don't have to plan your journey too far ahead. Don't burden yourself with doubts and fears as to the obstacles that may bar your progress.
You don't need to know all your answers in advance.
Just have a clear idea of the goal you want...
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googused:
Down with motivation!
_v_:
i must go for it
must
i have tried
but have not recieved a call back

Monday Jun 09, 2003

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hollywoodrocks:
it was my mother.. she was in the Cult and I was born into it...as soon as I felt old enough (16) I ran way.. and I went back about a year and half later for 3 days, and then I was kinda forced to leave again.. never went back after that. My mom on the other hand.. just left about 4 years ago. She had been a member all that time.. I was interviewed by the San Diego Tribune.. a few years ago.. about it all.. crazy stuff huh?

oh.. hope all is going well with you smile

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fil:
Who doesn't like Kittens?

The NAZIs, that's who.
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