ninabruja

my b-day is in two days ... my ex is a pos who told me he was going to kill himself and i tried to talk him out of it but he said i meant nothing so fuck him whatever ... i'm sleepy .... my account is getting cancled on the 15th of july so farewell all lets spend the last few moments together .........
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my ex is a pos and so is every other guy they are all fucking stupid .... chris is fucking perfect except he doesn't get a joke so now he's ignoring me wonderfuckingful i love it sometimes i think i do it on purpose like ... i am like how will i make this one hate me i knowic an figure out away blah ..........
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my sleeping pattern or secaden clock if i only could spell is all fucked up ..... i do'nt sleep at night anymore just during the day and i wake up around 5 ish or something like that i dont think i'm going to sleep tonight .... i was working on the hair did today trying to fix the roots of my bangs so they are...
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things are looking up sort of ..... talked to my ex he's doing better boi must have two personailites it's strange ...... think identiy if u saw it or sybil ... anyway rob if u read this i've been trying to get in touch with u so we can chill but u seem to want to ignore me ... i'm soo tired being unemployed and...
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i feel like shit ....... just when i'm about to like let go and open up my heart and do things BAM ... nothing ever seems to go right i know i sound whiny but it truly upsets me ...... but i'm better off just saying fuck it and not letting anyone near me no matter how good intentioned they seem or what bullshit they...
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some piece of shit that i used to know fucking harrassed me today said i was stalking him i'm soo sorry that i can't hang out with my friends what do i care if u are there and apparently since i go to the same school as him that is a sin and some supposed friends of his said something about me that is soo...
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he lied that fucking pos he hurt me ...... i flipped lost it just wanted to end my life but it was fleeting because the next day i just though karma is a bitch so i shall forgive him .......... used and abused i swear it's in gigantic pink letters on my forehead ..... i can't beleive i was soo naive as to trust him...
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still mia where did you go .... sleep is creeping up on me and i dont know what ot do i have soo much fucking homework .... so many projects that need to be done before the end of april it's really stressing me out ....... and i have no fucking money not a scent i'm in the negatives this isn't good ...... i might...
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okie so this is my first entry here muhaha none of my friends know i'm excited i'm going to talk badly about them haha no just kidding but yeah i don't know what to write .... i am worried about a friend .... he hasn't been returning my calls shit is going on in his life .... i miss him like toast misses butter