I ate the red berries and they tasted like burning hehehehehehehehehe.
I know that people who have read my last two journals thing I walk around all day being all emo but I dont, not that there is anything wrong with that but that just isnt me, if you ever meet me in person you will see that Im never to up tight, I like making jokes and making fun of my friends, I like to go out and drink and just have fun, its just that when Im here by my self that every thing gets to me that is why I dont like being here, so if we ever meet in person don be surprised if I seem to be happy because even when Im not to happy I keep that on the inside, I have never told any one my problems in person so when I put it in my journals that was more than likely the first time I told anyone.
I did not have a good weekend but it wasnt one of those Im so sad weekends it was just funny bad. On Friday me my friend Laura and some of her friends went half an hr to go to this restaurant bar so Laura could see this guy she is kind of seeing, well we went thinking it was going to be one of those kind of nice bar and grille places well no it wasnt, that place was so dame redneck, every one in that place was ether old, ugly, or both. I was in hell. I kept looking at her and saying what have you gotten me into, we were there from like 10 30 pm tell 130 am, after words we went back to her friends house but I left after like 15 min it was to dame boring for me.
Saturday we went down town the first place we went to was free but there wasnt any one in there so we went to one of the other ones, it was crowded as hell but it closed in like 45 min, the funny thing is that me and Laura know like so many people and usually there are the same people there every weekend but nether one of us new hardly anyone except maybe 2 or 3 people.
Sunday all I did was go get groceries and than I decided to go to hustler Hollywood and by a SG shirt but they were out of them and I couldnt go all the way up there for nothing so I decide to buy one of there fine family videos hehehehehehehheeh. And then I watched secret window.
Things I love
The new last Tuesday CD
Movies
Printmaking
Giving girls oral sex
Beer
Photography
And anyone who reads all my journals all the way throw.
I know that people who have read my last two journals thing I walk around all day being all emo but I dont, not that there is anything wrong with that but that just isnt me, if you ever meet me in person you will see that Im never to up tight, I like making jokes and making fun of my friends, I like to go out and drink and just have fun, its just that when Im here by my self that every thing gets to me that is why I dont like being here, so if we ever meet in person don be surprised if I seem to be happy because even when Im not to happy I keep that on the inside, I have never told any one my problems in person so when I put it in my journals that was more than likely the first time I told anyone.
I did not have a good weekend but it wasnt one of those Im so sad weekends it was just funny bad. On Friday me my friend Laura and some of her friends went half an hr to go to this restaurant bar so Laura could see this guy she is kind of seeing, well we went thinking it was going to be one of those kind of nice bar and grille places well no it wasnt, that place was so dame redneck, every one in that place was ether old, ugly, or both. I was in hell. I kept looking at her and saying what have you gotten me into, we were there from like 10 30 pm tell 130 am, after words we went back to her friends house but I left after like 15 min it was to dame boring for me.
Saturday we went down town the first place we went to was free but there wasnt any one in there so we went to one of the other ones, it was crowded as hell but it closed in like 45 min, the funny thing is that me and Laura know like so many people and usually there are the same people there every weekend but nether one of us new hardly anyone except maybe 2 or 3 people.
Sunday all I did was go get groceries and than I decided to go to hustler Hollywood and by a SG shirt but they were out of them and I couldnt go all the way up there for nothing so I decide to buy one of there fine family videos hehehehehehehheeh. And then I watched secret window.
Things I love
The new last Tuesday CD
Movies
Printmaking
Giving girls oral sex
Beer
Photography
And anyone who reads all my journals all the way throw.


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if he has already met someone else i think i will never be able to stop crying. i don't know how he can be so hurtful
Hopefully I'll go pink before I have a chance to go grey again. That'd be pretty cool.
I actually bought one of Lennon's cds before I even realized she was a Suicide Girl. This is when I had been a member of the site for a couple of months, and it was slowly starting to invade every part of my life. I was like, "....whoa."
I'd like to go see her...doubt I'll be able to though. I'm so broke!