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well its almost the end of the holidays it was a good charismas i got lots of cool stuff( when you have two families you usual get more stuff) of cores I had to go to both families house. we spent a lot of time at my dads house playing Jeopardy(not really a big drunken week but it was fun nun the less). of cores this time of year also makes you think of friends from the past i'v spent a lot of time thinking of one of my friends who i'v known for 12 years this summer around the same time i almost died in a car wreck he shot him self i didn't find out about it for a month after it happened because i was in beaver dams NY i don't even know where he was bared. it makes me sad he had two kids and one on the way i''m just wondering what his wife is doing they never had any money when he was alive so what is she doing now for money. I would like to know how his family is doing but i have no idea what i would say to her. his parents are in there 70's how bad it must feel to have to learn to live without a son at such an old age. it sucks to know i will never be able to see him again. i hope any one who is reading this and is thanking about taking there own life will thank about all the people you hurt its a permanent solution to a temporary problem i would do anything to keep someone from taking there own life( if i know them our not)



I hope to do some major drinking on new years eve i havent had a drink since i came home. i cant wait for vacation to be over iv got art to work on and beer and tequila to drink. have a great new years eve and if your in richmond ky come by and drink with me.