Well another weekend went by too fast. I went on a few dates and I have to say it was a breath of fresh air to meet someone new. The bad news is I'm not really into them. I've realized a few things about myself, the main thing is I'm not over him yet and I don't have closure. Yeah I know it's silly and I'm a retarded girl for feeling this way, but it just ended so quickly we didn't even talk face to face. I don't plan on getting back together, trust me on this one, but I am going to meet up with him tomorrow so I can give him back his games and we can say goodbye properly. I just have to keep in my mind that he likes to party (I don't when it comes to drugs) and he slept with two other girls a week after we broke up (I was heartbroken so I ate ice cream, got hammered, and cried to movies). You can't change a person and I'm on the lookout for a "forever" kinda guy.... not "well fuck I guess I have the time". It's still hard to talk shit because I feel like such an ass for even dating him in the first place, I suppose I'm just trying to make myself believe I'm doing the right thing. I do love him, but unfortunately he's another person when he isn't sober (YOU CAN'T CHANGE ANYONE~!)
Ok, Ok I know I'm rambling again but this is my blog damn it! I pay for this account so I might as well you it to vent, you're the one who is reading it not me
G'nite everyone <3
Ok, Ok I know I'm rambling again but this is my blog damn it! I pay for this account so I might as well you it to vent, you're the one who is reading it not me
G'nite everyone <3
sikjoy:
Damn, sorry to hear you hurt... Sounds like you need a big bear hug. Things will work out, and you'll find the guy of your dreams... trust me! Life gets better. And then one day, you'll be like... I can't believe its not butter. And be all smilely and nerdy about it.
sikjoy:
Ohh and don't let that punk come-a-cryin to you talking about how he won't do it again., and please forgive him and yadda yadda.... Your better then that, you know better then that, you are women RAWR!