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So I'm back from NY and I had the best time ever. No, I mean it. I did... So Friday got in really late so I ended just crashing for the night. Saturday woke up early and headed into the city. I sware it looked way bigger than before. And I accomplished what I set out to do. Eat a NY bagel, pizza, and hot...
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merrow:
Thankfully, I have yet to see The Notebook. I like being heartless.
kwizzle:
Thank you for drinks last night! kiss
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So I finally have time to do things I want to do and not just be stressed at work all the time. So 2 months ago I started this little project. I would rip cd's onto my external, everyday 20 to 25 cd's for 2 months. I'm about 90 % done, then I can put some music on my Dell DJ. I'm starting to realize...
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kwizzle:
The date was anticlimactic.

Ah well. The movie was decent : p
thejuanupsman:
Let us know if Rollins' autobiography is any good. I have been thinking about picking that up.
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Oh will the debauchary ever end. So Friday night was quite a night. So before we even get there Lexie decides to get drunk off of screwdrivers due to her underageness. We get there and the drinking begins. JEBUSTHEIMPALER, AEGISWINGS, Sid, TheFullNelson, and MissTyrios were already there later joined by Pat_Man_Ta, Kwizzle and her amazing nipple piercing.
I was very...
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sid:
dude, you HAVE to come to the goth club with us tomorrow! It will be so fucking fun!
palo:
Ha, and here I thought I'd have to start lying about my age to make myself younger to keep getting men to buy me drinks... wink
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So bored... I need a hobby that doesn't involve brain power or too much time, so no rubix cube.
Sill need a good European destination, all I know is that wherever I go Palo is coming with me, sorry boundcreature.
Lexie hasn't driven me nuts yet, seeing her pee in front of my building though, fucking hilarious.
I wanna do another gathering for burgers...
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sid:
shot for shot? you're on!!! tongue
sid:
haha.... i can hold my liquor
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At long last an update, last weekend I got to hang out with my friends Maryellen & Dee. Went to a fair in the boonies where I saw Steven Tyler, but half the adventure was trying to get there. What should have been a 30 min ride turned into a 2 hr drive. Thank god I had good company. So for learning more about you...
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quietlythere:
hi there Lexie said to say hi.

remember to keep her on a short leash biggrin
aegiswings:
The hottest women are from Latvia
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So right now I feel like I have so much to say and at the same time I don't, but here goes.
A couple of days ago I had a small panic attack and I ended up calling my closest friend that lives in Buffalo. And we were both trying to figure out the root of my sadness, of why I've been so unhappy lately....
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lexie:
double posting is stupid.

[Edited on Aug 21, 2005 12:44PM]
jebustheimpaler:
I miss NY too.

If I take a trip down there, I'll make sure you get a notice from me in case you want to get a free ride.
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So not much to report on the western front. Still busy with work leaving me no time to have a social life. Still having trouble with the ladies. (I have to learn when to keep my mouth shut.) I want a new piece, but no money to get it. Sad part is my artist is also a friend and I don't want to be a...
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nevabelle:
i LOVE LOVE LOVE bill and ted.

i need to buy both of them before school!

lexie:
it'll be an adventure, ohh it'll be an adventure..

wait a few weeks and you can take me exploring. just no spelunking in the bum.
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This past weekend I was going over stuff in my head, and something that popped up was a crush I had on a girl back in junior high. This girl was perfect in every way. She was smart, pretty, long blonde hair, and she knew who I was. Her name was Danielle and I melted everytime she'd walk by me. And one time I got...
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squee_:
Sometimes I think I really missed out by not having the traditional school experience. No junior high school crushes for me. Well sometimes on a tutor, but, I am guessing that is not the same.

My parents will always try to control my life. it is just the way things are. Pretty much the same for all my friends. There seem to be only 3 ways of handling it. You can walk away from the family, that way is hard, some of them have never had to do much on their own, and not having the family's resources is like a bird being kicked out of the nest. It is fly or die. Or you can let them control your life and just make the best of it. Most of my friends follow that route and seem pretty happy. Or make them need you more than you need them. I have worked hard to put myself in a position where my father thinks of me as indispensible. Even if he would never admit it. They still try to control my life, but if I really need to I have a hammer to fight back with.

It is nice whem someone says you are headed in the right direction isn't it?
merrow:
Ah, junior high and high school crushes. I still see mine occasionally and I immediately turn back into a flustered 13 year old with the inability to form coherent sentences.
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So yesterday turned out pretty interesting for me. On Sunday night I woke up in the middle of the night to find myself spitting up blood, from places unknown. So Monday I ended up going to Beth Isreal hospital to find out what was wrong. Apparently I have an infected uvula (the dangly thing in the back of your throat). So they prescibed me penicillin....
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So my forth started ok, then I got pissed, then was cool, then became weird. Got pissed because the friend that I was originally go with decided to go off with her friends and lost her, but that's another story. Got to hang with a friend that I haven't seen in about a year and a half. And to top off the night walking home...
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Some may say that I hate Mass., and you're absofuckinglutely right. I came here for the wrong reason and it back fired on me. I wonder what I'd be doing if I was still in Brooklyn, would I be any happier? I've felt nothing but lose and heart ache since I've been here. Meanwhile some asshole townie will go then fucking leave, and my response...
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kurai:
HA! Too bad about your roots, although I think you are mistaken. You are my only root here, but I'm not staying forever. I love MA, it's the only life I know, but I hate Boston. I'm planning on this being my last year here...

You should too.
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Funny how life works sometimes, one opportunity closes while another opens up. Life is a series of checks and balances. Maybe balance will come and put my heart to rest.
I always try to be a good person, someone who people want to be around, but I always encounter obstacles... obstacles that brings out the otherside of me... the wounded me that lashes out. I've...
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squee_:
I feel like that a lot of the time.

I have tried the drinking myself to sleep thing. Doesn't really work for me. If I drink enough I pass out but am still tired when I wake up.

Random Squee fact:

The two people I love and need most are in love with each other, but, circumstances keep them apart. As a result they both seem to have grown apart from me as well. I think because i remind both of them of the other.