bitches.
tell me, why is it so hard to explain that MY PHONE IS FUCKING BROKEN and i need a fucking new one.
no, i can't wait two monthes. no, i don't want to get a new phone at motherfucking wal mart. i want a new phone, a NICE one, right fucking now and that's the end of it....
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first, at some point in the dream i had to go to india. but i don't remember why, and i don't remember what i did when i was there, but i remember thinking, "wow, i'm in india." but anyway, that wasn't the crazy part of the dream.
frequently, i have dreams where i'm pregnant and i'm going shopping...
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one: i wonder if the world is going to...
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two: i think anthony keidis is a fucking hot 43 year old. like, really really really really hot. he has bad teeth, i know, but he's just...hot. HOT HOT. i don't know what it is, i just want to do him. maybe it's the tattoos, maybe it's the rock star thing, or maybe it's his hair. honestly...i think it's the hair.
So true! I was just saying this the other day.
you tried to become sg? what happened?...because i was seriously considering doing that myself.
Yeah, I applied and was accepted. I just haven't shot a set yet! I think I will sometime, but I'm not happy with my body right now, and need to get myself together first. Maybe next year. We'll see...
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Right now I'm drunk



happy mother's day.
i got my haircut. it looks cute, i think.
i feel like i'm just kinda floating around lately. maybe i should go to college? maybe i should pick a career? maybe i should get fucking married and live off all his money. i think i like that idea better...less work for me.
i have an idea. it's gold. i'm going to...
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but girls are so stupid sometime, i end up not wanting to talk to them in a month or so. and that's sad because i would really like a best girl friend. i'm tired of all the dick around me. it gets old fast.
anyway, i'm going...
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i haven't gotten on the internet in a hella long time because when we moved into the apartment we def didn't have internet for a while. but now it is here and i'm super excited about it. i missed my suicide ladies and my myspace addiction.
so, i took out all my piercings, except for my bellybutton because, uhm, i just didn't care...
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i'm moving out on my own in three weeks and that's super exciting.
i have new sexy underwear that i like...a lot.
my gay best friend is my real love.
-vanessa
let's see that new underwear...
i don't know what to say...but i wanted to put something here so that it didn't look so blank and i didn't feel so lame.
soooooo...hello all.
-vanessa
