neakylikeaninja

I had a great day yesterday I made good money at work, came home and was pleasantly surprised by my boyfriend, went out and wandered around for a little while, and then went out and got a really good steak.
Nothing too fantastic (well, one thing was far more than fantastic...), but it all really added up to make me super happy yesterday.

Now, cross your fingers that the sky doesn't fall today...

I'm fairly content with life lately. I go through stages of doubt and realization over and over, from doubting whether I'm doing everything I could be doing in life and wondering whether I've made the right choices, to deciding that it all really doesn't matter. Whatever choices I've made don't matter anymore unless they're the ones that brought me here. In that case, I'm happy that they've done their good.
Bills pile up, but they're just bills, it's just money. I might not have everything, but I have enough. I might not be able to pay everything on time, but it all gets paid. Whatever life throws at me, I can handle, and I seem to be doing an ok job of it so far. There isn't really anything that I can't ultimately get figured out in time, and that's all that matters.
...and, for all the bitching and doubting I may do from time to time, I'm thoroughly happy with my personal life. I have people in my life who love me and take car of me (sometimes whether I want them to or not) and I really have more that I could have ever wanted in life.

So, that's it for that. I'm going to go get ready for work, and probably spend an hour steaming in the shower.
I hope you're all well