Ok... so... update.
Met the hot girl I was talking about, and she was every bit as hot in person. Tim was all about it, as I expected him to be. The girl was, too. I was sort of surprised that we all seemed to get along as well as we did.
This is a very very weird thing for me to do, no matter how much I want to, and... it was a little awkward. My stomach was in knots all night (we went to Olive Garden for dinner, and I ate like five bites... didn't eat all my salad *gasp* or my shrimp, though I did manage to drink all my wine
)
I'm not really sure what I was expecting to happen. I wasn't expecting to like her as much as I did in person. I was definitely expecting to suddenly feel secluded, left out, or to make myself that way. I tried not to hole up into myself, as hard as I could, but, I wasn't entirely myself. It's hard for me to open up because I expect things to explode or suddenly go seriously wrong.
They didn't.
The end of the night was the worst... No one was really sure how to say goodbye. This is a girl we are going to get to know intimately... so, it shouldn't really be that hard to figure out, but, it was bizarre and fucked up and weird. Tim is very cute
He tried to pull us all together, and kissed my forehead, and then just sort of paused. I knew he wanted to kiss her, I know she wanted to kiss me, and I didn't know what was going on, so I didn't kiss anyone.
We got in our cars, and drove the two hours home.
I will say, that it was lots of fun, and I can't wait for us to get the opportunity to get... more comfortable. I like this girl, I'm looking forward to what's coming. On top of doing it to make him happy, there's definitely something in it for me. I'm looking forward to whatever fun comes of it, and I'm sure there will be lots more to tell you about (those that I talk to all the time, anyways).
And, chocolate covered esspresso beans, rock.
I'm going to go get dressed up in the dark, and head off to Just George's for a co-worker's birthday party. It's late, and I'm sorta tired, but a girl I hang out with sometimes asked me if I would go because she missed hanging out with me. So, I'm going
Comment now, dammit
How are you?
*Edited to tell y'all about my night *
So, Just George's, was awesome. Like, crazy awesome. The bar is SO cool. They have TVs in the bathroom!!! It's a real bar, it's so classy, and everything was great.
On a side note, a black guy asked me to have his babies, or as he put it, "You need a little darkness in your next generation. Tell your man it's a mistake or somethin'." Um...right.
I talked to a girl who used to bartend at Olive Garden for a really long time. This is a girl I really like. It's really hard to ignore her personality, she just sticks out, in a good way. I've always wanted to get to know her better... I know we have lots in common, and she always seemed like someone I could really be friends with.
We talked tonight, for over an hour, just talking. We talked about bartending. When I told her I got hired on bar, she said "Good, it was a long time coming. I'm really glad you're back there, we had talked about it when you first started, and I knew you'd be great back there." That meant a lot. I really respect her, and I always admired her.
She's what I want to be... she is that cool bartender. She's the one people come to see. She has regulars. People went to drink with her at Olive Garden, and they followed her when she left. She's that girl.
It was awesome to talk to her about what she knows, about books I should read, about our pasts, and about how we can progress. She wants to own her own bar one day, and she knows she'll get there.
That's awesome.
I really can't wait till I can be there. I want to be that girl.
On that note, I'm going to sleep.
Met the hot girl I was talking about, and she was every bit as hot in person. Tim was all about it, as I expected him to be. The girl was, too. I was sort of surprised that we all seemed to get along as well as we did.
This is a very very weird thing for me to do, no matter how much I want to, and... it was a little awkward. My stomach was in knots all night (we went to Olive Garden for dinner, and I ate like five bites... didn't eat all my salad *gasp* or my shrimp, though I did manage to drink all my wine
)
I'm not really sure what I was expecting to happen. I wasn't expecting to like her as much as I did in person. I was definitely expecting to suddenly feel secluded, left out, or to make myself that way. I tried not to hole up into myself, as hard as I could, but, I wasn't entirely myself. It's hard for me to open up because I expect things to explode or suddenly go seriously wrong.
They didn't.
The end of the night was the worst... No one was really sure how to say goodbye. This is a girl we are going to get to know intimately... so, it shouldn't really be that hard to figure out, but, it was bizarre and fucked up and weird. Tim is very cute
He tried to pull us all together, and kissed my forehead, and then just sort of paused. I knew he wanted to kiss her, I know she wanted to kiss me, and I didn't know what was going on, so I didn't kiss anyone.
We got in our cars, and drove the two hours home.
I will say, that it was lots of fun, and I can't wait for us to get the opportunity to get... more comfortable. I like this girl, I'm looking forward to what's coming. On top of doing it to make him happy, there's definitely something in it for me. I'm looking forward to whatever fun comes of it, and I'm sure there will be lots more to tell you about (those that I talk to all the time, anyways).
And, chocolate covered esspresso beans, rock.
I'm going to go get dressed up in the dark, and head off to Just George's for a co-worker's birthday party. It's late, and I'm sorta tired, but a girl I hang out with sometimes asked me if I would go because she missed hanging out with me. So, I'm going
Comment now, dammit
How are you?
*Edited to tell y'all about my night
*
So, Just George's, was awesome. Like, crazy awesome. The bar is SO cool. They have TVs in the bathroom!!! It's a real bar, it's so classy, and everything was great.
On a side note, a black guy asked me to have his babies, or as he put it, "You need a little darkness in your next generation. Tell your man it's a mistake or somethin'." Um...right.
I talked to a girl who used to bartend at Olive Garden for a really long time. This is a girl I really like. It's really hard to ignore her personality, she just sticks out, in a good way. I've always wanted to get to know her better... I know we have lots in common, and she always seemed like someone I could really be friends with.
We talked tonight, for over an hour, just talking. We talked about bartending. When I told her I got hired on bar, she said "Good, it was a long time coming. I'm really glad you're back there, we had talked about it when you first started, and I knew you'd be great back there." That meant a lot. I really respect her, and I always admired her.
She's what I want to be... she is that cool bartender. She's the one people come to see. She has regulars. People went to drink with her at Olive Garden, and they followed her when she left. She's that girl.
It was awesome to talk to her about what she knows, about books I should read, about our pasts, and about how we can progress. She wants to own her own bar one day, and she knows she'll get there.
That's awesome.
I really can't wait till I can be there. I want to be that girl.
On that note, I'm going to sleep.
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>sigh<
Words to live by.
"I think his problem was that he hadn't done it before... I guess he didn't know what to expect from it?"
That definitely sounds like it was the case. He probably meant well but didn't really understand.
But anyway, as for this time, I think as long as you all make sure it's just for "fun", it'll be great. Just don't worry too much about it, because that'll spoil it.
Maybe it would be a good idea next time to have her come over, and everyone just have a few drinks and ease your way into it. You could play strip poker, for example, or truth or dare, or something like that. I know it sounds juvenile but basically I'm saying that you should find a way to break the ice and become comfortable with one another. At that point the girls should start making out.
(okay, now I have my fantasy completely mapped out. Thank you for that. LOL)