myrtle

It's been quite some time since I posted, I'm active in the pregnant group, but don't do a whole lot else around here.

Being a mom is this whole amazing crazy journey. Most days I wake up in complete dis-belief over everythin, over my whole life in general. My days are spent hanging out with my soft and ever squishy baby whose name just happens to be Jude. We listen to music and bake and go on stroller walks. I could't ask for anything better.
I do miss my old life sometimes, especially since the holidays are here and it seems harder to escape sadness when everyone is so damned cheery and into gift giving and that sort of thing. A part of me wants to go get plastered ike I would have done in the past. At the same time another part of me is so happy to have my 16 lbs of baby to wake up to, always smiling and giggling in the morning and helping me to feel happy and complete with his snuggles. I also can't begin to express the happiness I get from watching my mom and dad snuggle the Jude, I never thought I would see them smile like that again
Pictures of the baby!

There's me on halloween, as myself, and me and my sister, because she is beautiful.
I have more, but baby cake is sleeping on my arm, making it so I have to type with one hand!