muse_malade

This is the first update in a while and it's going to be really short.
My boyfriend is leaving in about 2 weeks to hike the AT and I won't see him for about 5 months. It looks like November.
All the men in my life (friends, co-workers, etc) have been super sensitive lately. You know who you are. All I can say is that...
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I need a new place to live NOW!!!!!!!

I haven't updated in quite some time. I haven't had the time. I met someone and I am trying to spend as much time with him as I can before he goes on a 5 month hiking trip.
The last couple of weeks has just been crazy. I haven't been home other to eat and sleep. Maybe do some laundry. Him and I (and my...
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We;ll I have plane tickets to Portland for May. I am really excited. I won't be spending too long there. I wish I was but maybe at a later date.
I'm trying to get back into running again. Trying to get back out doors as much as possible.
A friend of mine is going on a 5 month hiking trip from Maine to Georgia in...
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This was my weekend: Worked until 8 am or so on Friday night / Saturday morning. Had dinner with a friend on Saturday night. Spent time being cuddled against my will by another friend and got together with the friend I had dinner with at 4:30am to make her breakfast and have sunrise drinks together. Slept until 7pm (my sleep schedule is fucked right now)...
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So sleepy... I just worked 18 hours in a 24hour period. Hit on by three construction workers and one asked me where to buy drugs. I can't wait until this remodel is over....
Anyone want to cuddle up and sleep?

I emailed an ex today. One I fucked over in a way. A long time ago. More than 6 years to be exact. Surprisingly, he wrote back. Simple and sweet. It's strange... it's just over and somewhat friendly, something I never thought we could be.
This feeling is odd. I was thinking of him the other night and how at one point we wanted to...
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What a long weekend! I wouldn't change any of it though. Finally, I made it back home for more than a couple hours and I'm sitting here listening to the rain on my skylight thinking about Spring. I am so content in the last couple of days.
Hopefully, things will go according to plan and I will be back in school this summer. Eventually, out...
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Feeling much better.......
something close to being back to my old self.
The only thing that sucks about last night is I lost my wallet.
Everything else, turned out great.

MIA, not that anyone cares......

Why does everything have to be so difficult? I'm getting too old for this shit.......

On the phone until 2am, talking to a friend about the last few days. A little sad. A little disappointed. I'm just tired.
My roomie and the girl went out. I hope it works for them. I have nothing left to be bitter about. A conversation this weekend some how helped me let go. I haven't had any proper sleep in a couple of days...
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