Back again
and things have gotten even more fun and interesting since last time. We've (love pikk) actually been talking a lot since last weekend, and are really hitting it off. Which is great, it really is, but damn does it suck having to be stationed on opposite coasts
She's totally thrown a wrench into my plans on things out here, I've gotten all distracted and started considering going home again much sooner than I had planned to >.< but I'm enjoying it right now, I'm just totally smitten with her right now xD I don't know I hate being sappy, but she really makes me want to do better with my life so I could feel like I deserve someone like her (she's 31, absolutely gorgeous, owns her own home, rescues animals, is just a major inspiration for how much you can do if you work hard enough) I'll stop being the hopeless romantic I thought I'd never be again and let you get back to you're regularly scheduled drunken debauchery and hilarious antics I'm usually known for xD
![wink](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/wink.6a5555b139e7.gif)
![frown](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/frown.cec081026989.gif)
mtspiral:
It's astonishing how quickly things can go from lollipops and rainbows to feeling like the world just caved in around you...pain, guilt, anger, self loathing I really hate me right now