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I really don't keep up with this thing enough >.<

Life is life, it lets you think things are going to be great then it kicks you in the dick and spits on you when you go down frown I keep trying to find the answer to when this is going to get better, but I'm having such a hard time seeing it >.>

I'm...
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polaw:
thanks for your words, I have only happiness I like to have that bit I now feel that I need, for the rest, I love my life as a whole

sorry for your situation, it is difficult to decide something like that but I hope that whatever happens you happy and completely with what you're doing, a hug from chile
mtspiral:
Thank you for the kind words biggrin Things are more or less the same as always, but I just move on. Keep fighting day in day out
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Back again wink and things have gotten even more fun and interesting since last time. We've (love pikk) actually been talking a lot since last weekend, and are really hitting it off. Which is great, it really is, but damn does it suck having to be stationed on opposite coasts frown She's totally thrown a wrench into my plans on things out here, I've...
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mtspiral:
It's astonishing how quickly things can go from lollipops and rainbows to feeling like the world just caved in around you...pain, guilt, anger, self loathing I really hate me right now
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I'm starting to wonder if my life is secretly a soap opera >.> and I don't like it...So to update on things covered in the last two blogs (mostly just the first though) unexpectedly I hear from the bartender last night, I don't know what got into her, but she was definitely showing a lot more interest in texting me, and even...
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For anyone that read my last blog this is just an update:

Tonight I was "fortunate" enough to confirm what I had believed to be true before. That is that my wife was cheating on my for a while and what I hadn't expected was when I realized how long it had been going on...I was truly surprised as to how much it...
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Not much for posting blogs apparently >.> I've had an account here for probly 5+ years and only ever posted one blog on a different account >.< but here goes...

I'd like to start out saying how much I love this website and all the people that are involved in it, makes me feel like the kind of people I thought were few and far...
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mohoro25:
bro.........i feel your pain. my past experience with the whole thing is she was excited to see you for the tip. very possibly could have been some interest but with the whole not texting back thing, i'm thinkin boyfriend. just went through almost an identical situation about a month ago and the kicker is, she just joined my gym so now i get to see her in my only escape from reality. now thats just a bitch. you will eventually find ya one when you least expect it.........and when you do, make sure she has a sister hahaha
mtspiral:
Thanks man, It's a little more complicated than that. She hasn't been in a relationship in over 2 years, and I'd only knew her for two weeks before I left town, so I really shouldn't have expected her to just suddenly put me into her life texting me all the time. That sucks you have to put up with that, it would drive me crazy if someone ruined the gym for me, but fortunately military posts are big on gyms, I've got 4 or 5 that I know of on the base I'm at wink