For anyone that read my last blog this is just an update:
Tonight I was "fortunate" enough to confirm what I had believed to be true before. That is that my wife was cheating on my for a while and what I hadn't expected was when I realized how long it had been going on...I was truly surprised as to how much it could still affect me. When I got the news I was literally shaking and almost lost control, but thankfully I have some of the best friends I could ask for and they talked to me and comforted me til I felt better xD I hope no one else ever has to go through what I'm dealing with right now.
Tonight I was "fortunate" enough to confirm what I had believed to be true before. That is that my wife was cheating on my for a while and what I hadn't expected was when I realized how long it had been going on...I was truly surprised as to how much it could still affect me. When I got the news I was literally shaking and almost lost control, but thankfully I have some of the best friends I could ask for and they talked to me and comforted me til I felt better xD I hope no one else ever has to go through what I'm dealing with right now.