YAY me for having surgery!
Nothin like getting cut open right when money is stretched thinner than forskin around a tree stump!!!
sigh.
I have a hairline fracture in my "good" foot. and on the foot that I had 5 surgeries on already I am getting a titanium metatarsal head and than they have to sew 2 toes together!! So I guess I really AM turning into a fish!
FUCK
I am in a camwalker on my LEFT foot and than after surgery I will be on bed rest for a week and I will have one on each foot.
Ya not a happy fishy right now!
The boy and I are fighting...and he buried his grandmother today so he is not happy at all.
I MIGHT luck out and get to meet Aldremech this weekend but it depends on a few things!!! How lucky would I be tho to get to meet the fucker in PERSON!!!!! hahahahahaha
Work is being GREAT about surgery, but I guess they dont have a choice right?
At least I get great pain meds...thats always a bonus.
Hopefully I will have a laptop for after surgery. I will need to get a wireless router and shit but I dont have the internet at home and probably wont then either. I am busting my ass to fix it before I am stuck at home alone without you guys!!
so I guess my list of what I need to do goes like this:
1. work my ass off and puish myself to the limit to make money.
2. get cought up on bills.
3. get wireless router
4. get/borrow a laptop
5. have surgery
6. take care of my mom when SHE has surgery
7. get a second job
fuck
Ever have that overwhelmed feeling????
Ever want to hide under the covers and hope it all goes away???
I do.
I loves you all!! I will TRY to go by work tomorrow and get online a bit....but I really need some rest.
Love,
Fishy!!!!
Nothin like getting cut open right when money is stretched thinner than forskin around a tree stump!!!
sigh.
I have a hairline fracture in my "good" foot. and on the foot that I had 5 surgeries on already I am getting a titanium metatarsal head and than they have to sew 2 toes together!! So I guess I really AM turning into a fish!
FUCK
I am in a camwalker on my LEFT foot and than after surgery I will be on bed rest for a week and I will have one on each foot.
Ya not a happy fishy right now!
The boy and I are fighting...and he buried his grandmother today so he is not happy at all.
I MIGHT luck out and get to meet Aldremech this weekend but it depends on a few things!!! How lucky would I be tho to get to meet the fucker in PERSON!!!!! hahahahahaha
Work is being GREAT about surgery, but I guess they dont have a choice right?
At least I get great pain meds...thats always a bonus.
Hopefully I will have a laptop for after surgery. I will need to get a wireless router and shit but I dont have the internet at home and probably wont then either. I am busting my ass to fix it before I am stuck at home alone without you guys!!
so I guess my list of what I need to do goes like this:
1. work my ass off and puish myself to the limit to make money.
2. get cought up on bills.
3. get wireless router
4. get/borrow a laptop
5. have surgery
6. take care of my mom when SHE has surgery
7. get a second job
fuck
Ever have that overwhelmed feeling????
Ever want to hide under the covers and hope it all goes away???
I do.
I loves you all!! I will TRY to go by work tomorrow and get online a bit....but I really need some rest.
Love,
Fishy!!!!
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inkaholik:
im right there with you, lately ive been wanting shit to just GO AWAY! like you said hide under the covers and hope it disappears. moneys killing me too. i have a second job though that pays EXTREMELY well 17.78 an hour aint to shabby! hope things work out for you and wish you a speedy recovery!!!
davy:
:o)