so for the first time since moving here, i took a walk. let me clarify. ive gone out and walked places before. hell i often have to walk to work about 5 miles away. but for the first time, i took a walk without a purpose. i went out and walked just because i could. i walked into a part of town i didnt know very well. i saw a few shops, i found a new place or two i might want to go see, and i went to a little country store and bought a few groceries.
this all seems like nothing to the one person possibly reading this, but for the first time since Ashley left.... i almost feel good. i mean i miss her to death and i hope that any minute she walks back in here and plops down to stay. but its been about a week now and i dont feel like death. im still lonely, im still sad and depressed... but i dont feel like giving up.
i hold on to hope that she will come back, but who knows? maybe theres hope for me?
this all seems like nothing to the one person possibly reading this, but for the first time since Ashley left.... i almost feel good. i mean i miss her to death and i hope that any minute she walks back in here and plops down to stay. but its been about a week now and i dont feel like death. im still lonely, im still sad and depressed... but i dont feel like giving up.
i hold on to hope that she will come back, but who knows? maybe theres hope for me?