Thinking back on my past relationships... I realize how much I've screwed up. I've tried so hard to force something unnatural. I tried to change who I was, or change who they were, or try to make something happen when there never was anything to begin with. I finally think I'm in the right relationship. I accept he'd completely and dont want her to change...
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things are really going well with Tamera. we have been pretty much inseparable since we started dating. any time we arent at work we are spending it together. we split our nights between our two houses, and things couldnt be better. monday we are going to go sign the papers for her new car, and hopefully she gets accepted for the apartment we were looking...
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Thinking back on my past relationships... I realize how much I've screwed up. I've tried so hard to force something unnatural. I tried to change who I was, or change who they were, or try to make something happen when there never was anything to begin with. I finally think I'm in the right relationship. I accept he'd completely and dont want her to change...
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so things fell apart entirely with katie. and its really nobodies fault. i mean there was a big distance between us physically, and emotionally it kept growing too. we would get into arguments that were on sided all the time. some little thing like i didnt remember just what time she started work turned into a "you never listen to me" argument. i learned quickly...
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so once again im single. katie and i decided we cant do this long distance anymore. we see eachother once a month, and its been causing us a lot of stress. so we ended it and are staying friends. and who know, maybe the future will bring us back together in a better light. but until then, i march on
I have an awesome girlfriend. That is all
So Katie and I had our first... Fight? I guess you'd call it that. She's in a lot of pain because of a couple medical conditions she has. She's trying to get to a physical therapist for them and she's on some pain meds but they aren't helping much. She came back from her cruise and every night she's been in pain and hasn't been...
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OH! on a brighter note, i just booked my rental car for my weekend with Katie ^_^ i leave friday at 11am and bring it back the same time monday. so ill have all friday night, all saturday, and most of sunday with her before leaving early monday morning. god i cant wait. i really only feel complete when im around her <3
sigh. im really starting to hate my job
Having one of those days... Im really not sure how much more I'm going to last. Being reprimanded for doing exactly what I'm told to do because my management is hypocritical. Because they have to be right 100% of the time. Because they have to feel superior by putting others down. Because they care more about gouging...
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so the girlfriend is on vacation on a cruise the bahamas. that means no talking to her -_- its only been a couple days but its already been the longest time without talking to her. and its hard! i really miss her. gah i dont wanna get all mushy here. but its hard not hearing her voice, her giggle, even her getting mad at me...
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so i was talking to my better half the other day, and we started to plan out a road trip. im going to head down for a nice 3-4 day weekend early april! and im thinking i might take her and drive a little further south and have a double date with my sister too. its been a few months since i last saw her,...
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im an idiot. all i can do is think of Katie. shes amazing! i think of the vacations we will have, the times we will share, hell the kids we will have!
we have long talks every day just about anything. from videogames to movies to food or anything. shes just..... ive never met someone like her. shes my Katie-Pie ^_^