No matter what i say or do, i can not change certain things, and it is these things that plague my heart and mind.
i could workout 24/7 for the perfect bod, yet is still would not be enough. i could study 24/7 and still not be smart enough. no matter what i do, i will always be me. no matter how much i try to hide, no matter how hard i try to fix myself, i will always be broken.
the only thing i want in this world, i can never have. not now, that things have been said and done. it is too late. the one thing that made me feel somewhat like a human, will always be close but far.
what we think is pain, pales in comparison to the pain of our ancestors. we have everything they could dream of, and still we are not happy.
i want to devote my life to servitude. i am insignificant.
i could workout 24/7 for the perfect bod, yet is still would not be enough. i could study 24/7 and still not be smart enough. no matter what i do, i will always be me. no matter how much i try to hide, no matter how hard i try to fix myself, i will always be broken.
the only thing i want in this world, i can never have. not now, that things have been said and done. it is too late. the one thing that made me feel somewhat like a human, will always be close but far.
what we think is pain, pales in comparison to the pain of our ancestors. we have everything they could dream of, and still we are not happy.
i want to devote my life to servitude. i am insignificant.