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No matter what i say or do, i can not change certain things, and it is these things that plague my heart and mind.
i could workout 24/7 for the perfect bod, yet is still would not be enough. i could study 24/7 and still not be smart enough. no matter what i do, i will always be me. no matter how much i try...
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So many scary things i want to say, but i dont want the wrong reaction.
but i guess i should not write things now, because i might scare you. mainly because i am in a mood. i hate these moods, where i think too much, i feel too much.


god this show the oc is the most dramatic thing ever, if anyone acted like this...
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mamabunny:
PS- Did i mention that my sisters birthday on on the 16th too!

heh
mnislahi:
ack! you wont tell me huh?!
bleh i didnt want to know anyways... tongue
omg plz tell me now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! shocked
haha dont.
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Went to the good ol rifle range today. I never really grew up around guns, so it still takes me forever to get relaxed and comfortable with aiming. But after a few attempts at zeroing my rifle (M-4, which I think is the best rifle ever) I shot a 37 out of 40. I only missed one target, but there is a rule that says...
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mindger:
You suck.... you should have hit 40. Substandard!!! do pushups, you.

*but seriously* good job, dude. Uncle Sam is proud of you! Call the chick, and while your at it... see what you can do about this whole "military taking up all of our time" buisness.
phoebus:
I feel your pain, man. I cannot handle the normal shooting range--I simply cannot shoot from the kneeling or sitting position, and it took me forever to earn an "Expert" rating because of this. Throw me in a moving target range, though and I'll nail the target 10 times out of 12, as far out as 300 meters. surreal

I don't know... I just wish I was incompetent in more complex ways so I didn't get so much of a ribbing from my bro's all the time. wink
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I got Mail!!!
Yeah!!!!
it was from this uber sexy girl, when i moved here, i didnt know if i would hear from her again, it is a sad reality that when you move, you lose some ppl, but you gain other ppl as friends. I was sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo stoked!
Anyway, she really opened up to a lot of personal stuff in her life, which suprised...
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mnislahi:
I love mail.. i do, i do!!!!!!! isnt it the best? hahaha well it is for me...*sigh*
i did loose the internet connection.. plz find it for me k thx.. lol im really sad though
ohiokid78:
im sorry KLU... life can be shitty, especially when you live half a world away from your "home". trust me ive been doin it for 3 years now.... but woo hoo... just got orders to Ft. Gordon... gonna be an instructor... should be a pretty cake job... even compared to your OPS job! but hey turn that frown upside down... koreas only a one year tour, and dick cancer is pretty easy to get when your and ASSHOLE "friend".
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another wonderful night fallin asleep knowing that i didnt live today like it was my last day. i used to be able to live like there was no future, i didnt really think there was, if the future came, so what?
no the future is past and present. no change. still walking up wanting to crawl out of myself and into the person that she...
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trinityy:
omg i so wanna try that drink!!!
*big hugs*
much love
trin
xoxo
ohiokid78:
so yeah i once saw a sign in Seoul written in hangul and english... it said "anal clinic" not sure id wanna be the mofo walkin in there having everyone staring and thinkin... i wonder if he has a little toy car shoved up his ass
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thrasher:
settle down
ltrain:
puke

I heard the new song and even watched the video. VERY unIMPRESSED. Maybe it's just me being irrational to alot of her past herstory. Who knows but I doubt it cause you know I own a few Hole cd's. I guess her more mainstream fake appearance on MTV just kinda pushed me away from anything new by her. Let's just say.. I'm a fan of her original birth giving nose.

Dude... I'm so glad to you see around SG alot more. YeS!
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Ugh, I my extreme hate is reserved for breaking up. I mean seriously! It is odd that my ex and i are more civil when she is leaving. she wrote to ask for money while we are goin through the divorce, i have to send her by law the amount she needs for housing. which is what i am doing. I hate being nice to...
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I have a few announcements:
Gaby on Seseame Street is hot.
so is the Indian Girl on Bend it Like Beckham, and ER,
I think Zoey is Elmo's downfall. He always does these horrible things when she is around. He made a Kite because she wanted to! the audacity!
hehe j/k
speakin of the arts and crafts.
i want to learn how to make a...
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goodlordyshorty:
I had a best friend in middle school named Zoey, she was awesome. But she moved to Italy and I havent been able to find her since. Even with various internet searches. Oh well, yeah, that girl on Bend it like Beckham is hot. I thought that movie was great by the way. Anyway, I hope your having a good day. wink
eyesplice:
April 16th, come oooon doooown!! ARRR!!!
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i am tired, been up late lately, heh
i am also wore out, i feel apathy like never before. blah
just when i thought i was startin to feel good about things again. blam
mamabunny:
Im smitten with you. love

Does that make you feel better?

smile


mnislahi:
whoa you changed your name thingy!!! eeek haha what does it mean!?
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Today was a pretty decent day. I didnt make any major mistakes,i have a new friend, yeah! Mnislahi, sorry for the typo! i didnt cheat when i wrote dat, i promise. heh
i really love learning new things. I wished i could sit in a libary all weekend long. i am starting to realize what is really attractive. a persons beliefs and values. i also...
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mnislahi:
me in lobe (love?) hah! .....................*pout* yes sir, i am.
Is that what u meant?
ltrain:
Dude.... I DON'T KNOW WHAT I'D DO WITHOUT IN MY LIFE! biggrin Thanks for the insight on my last journal entry. You were the second person that day to inform me not expressing myself. And I quote from my co-worker, whom, had no idea about how I was feeling but she said: " When it comes to my family, I show no emotion. Therefore, they can't take control over me. I learned this as a child growing up. " She is in her middle 30's and she's also an Aries. We were discussing how she doesn't really act like one in the stubborn, selfish, anger bit. That's when she told me that story. So the new words to live by are:
SHOW NO EMOTION AND YOU'LL NEVER BE CONTROLLED!

Come home, already!

Oh, I listen to this internet radio station that plays indie grrl music and this one Sleater-Kinney song comes on... at first I would ignore it but since I've heard it over and over but yesterday as I was working, somehow I listened to the lyrics... I dig it. Even as stubborn as I am, I actually can say, I like one Sleater-Kinney song. biggrin "I'm not waiting"
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yea, i had the worst piece of pizza i have ever had tonight. it was like i was eating the cardboard it came in. Anthonys pizza sucks, btw. there is a robot going around the schools here that is supposed to keep kids off drugs by talkin to them or some stupid shit, if i saw that shit when i was in school i would...
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mnislahi:
omg omg pizza thats not good!?!?
HOW
IS
THAT
POSSIBLE?!?!?!?!?!?!??!!
omg blush i hope you were talking about me when u wrote "mnishila" blush its Mnsilahi.. but close... blush have a greeeat day! biggrin
mnislahi:
i am the pizzarator!! hahaha..
hrmm good palces to eat pizza would have to be naples , italy.. hands down. There is this AWESOME place close to my house.. so i get to eat pizza a lot!! i mean a lot! i love it! The trains here are good.. really good they take you anywhere in Europe. biggrin