cool, more xanga drama! just what i wanted in life >.<. one of my xanga friends left me a comment today saying that this person on xanga was making fun of me. now, i don't know why people do this! i am a very nice person - probs too nice for my own good - & i have NEVER been mean to anyone on there, even though there's a few people on there that i really dislike. if they make me angry, i just unsubscribe so that i don't have to read their posts anymore. why don't they do the same thing for me, geez?!? if you don't like what i post, then just unsubscribe! it's THAT easy. do you really need to make a post making fun of me & my life & my husband & daughter? imo, that's way out of line. i don't take swipes at their lives, & they shouldn't be doing it to me. i honestly just don't understand why there are some people out there who feel the need to be mean for no reason. like, what does that accomplish? sure, so you feel all superior for a few minutes, but after that, then what? i guess you go searching for the next person to make fun of or be mean to so that you can feel better again. wow. seriously people on xanga who do this, GET A LIFE. do something constructive with your time instead of bashing other people. close minded people really irk me. i don't get why people can't just agree to disagree & be done with it. just because someone doesn't agree with you doesn't mean that they're wrong! an opinion CAN'T be wrong! ugh. that totally ruined my day, although it really shouldn't ... i need to stop letting people's words & actions get to me, but i'm a people pleaser, so of course it happens.
oh & to top it all off? friend drama, cool! >.< now, i have this one friend here in hawaii whose name i will not mention because i don't think that it's right to give out her name. anyways, when i first moved here i met her through myspace & we eventually met & hung out all the time. we were the best of friends & we did everything together. i even let her stay at my house because she didn't have a place to stay for 2 weeks. so then she moved into a house about 30 minutes away from where i lived at the time, & we still hung out all the time. she didn't have a car, so i would drive down there everyday just to see her & hang out, which is HUGE for me because i loathe driving. maybe tomorrow i'll make a post as to why i hate driving so much. so anyways, she met these 2 other girls & she totally forgot about it. it's as if we're not even friends anymore, just acquaintances. like, the friendship where you say hi when you see them at the grocery store & that's it. well, she took a survey on myspace yesterday (which i read because i was bored) & it asked "what did you do for new years?" & she said "i spent it with my 2 best friends ever & had the best time ever with them & the best time with my best husband ever". ouch. so i guess she doesn't even consider me a best friend anymore? shoot, i don't even think that we're friends anymore! i texted her yesterday because she had texted me the day before, but she never responded, & she's one of those people who always has her phone on her & who always answers it or texts back. ugh. i just don't know. & the worst part is she's the only friend i have (had?!?) here in hawaii. it's just so incredibly hard for me to meet people because i have NO idea where to meet them. i'm not in school & i don't have a job (which i can't get because daycare is so insanely expensive here), so it's like, "okay cool, what now?!?"
my other friend who lives in california & i are not really friends anymore either. i have been replaced by this other girl that i used to know when i lived there. she redid her myspace page recently, & i saw that she took all of the pictures of me off of it
. instead are pictures of her & her new best friend. *sigh* i just feel like i have really bad luck when it comes to friends. this has happened to me so many times in the past & it really sucks. i'm so sick & tired of people screwing me over just because they've met someone new. & i mean, these days it's really not that hard to keep in touch with someone! there's myspace, email, calling someone, texting, etc. i would know because i have 2 amazing online friends who i talk to daily either through texting, aim, or myspace. & it's not that hard to keep up our friendship because of modern technology. no, i just think that these 2 people just don't want to be bothered with me anymore. is it because i have a kid? i really don't know. but it's frustrating nonetheless.
oh & to top it all off? friend drama, cool! >.< now, i have this one friend here in hawaii whose name i will not mention because i don't think that it's right to give out her name. anyways, when i first moved here i met her through myspace & we eventually met & hung out all the time. we were the best of friends & we did everything together. i even let her stay at my house because she didn't have a place to stay for 2 weeks. so then she moved into a house about 30 minutes away from where i lived at the time, & we still hung out all the time. she didn't have a car, so i would drive down there everyday just to see her & hang out, which is HUGE for me because i loathe driving. maybe tomorrow i'll make a post as to why i hate driving so much. so anyways, she met these 2 other girls & she totally forgot about it. it's as if we're not even friends anymore, just acquaintances. like, the friendship where you say hi when you see them at the grocery store & that's it. well, she took a survey on myspace yesterday (which i read because i was bored) & it asked "what did you do for new years?" & she said "i spent it with my 2 best friends ever & had the best time ever with them & the best time with my best husband ever". ouch. so i guess she doesn't even consider me a best friend anymore? shoot, i don't even think that we're friends anymore! i texted her yesterday because she had texted me the day before, but she never responded, & she's one of those people who always has her phone on her & who always answers it or texts back. ugh. i just don't know. & the worst part is she's the only friend i have (had?!?) here in hawaii. it's just so incredibly hard for me to meet people because i have NO idea where to meet them. i'm not in school & i don't have a job (which i can't get because daycare is so insanely expensive here), so it's like, "okay cool, what now?!?"
my other friend who lives in california & i are not really friends anymore either. i have been replaced by this other girl that i used to know when i lived there. she redid her myspace page recently, & i saw that she took all of the pictures of me off of it
. instead are pictures of her & her new best friend. *sigh* i just feel like i have really bad luck when it comes to friends. this has happened to me so many times in the past & it really sucks. i'm so sick & tired of people screwing me over just because they've met someone new. & i mean, these days it's really not that hard to keep in touch with someone! there's myspace, email, calling someone, texting, etc. i would know because i have 2 amazing online friends who i talk to daily either through texting, aim, or myspace. & it's not that hard to keep up our friendship because of modern technology. no, i just think that these 2 people just don't want to be bothered with me anymore. is it because i have a kid? i really don't know. but it's frustrating nonetheless.