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Wow , so it`s really been awhile since I`ve blogged on here "/ . Sorry about that . I go through these phases where I blog all the time & then I get bored of it & stop . Right now I`m back in my blogging phase , so I`ll be updating more often smile .

Here`s a picture of the Navy girl pinup tattoo that I got :



It took 4 hours for her to do it . But I think I`m taking a break from tattoos for awhile , because the healing process for that tattoo was terrible . It took an entire month for it to heal (that`s never happened to me before) & it just looked really gross & infected for about 2 weeks . Thankfully it wasn`t infected , but for awhile I was freaking out because I really thought that it was . It doesn`t help that I have anxiety either . That just made everything worse . My husband was really getting tired of me asking him if it was infected or not , lolz , so thank gosh it healed okay .

April has been a pretty busy month . My daughter turned 2 on the 14th . Crazy shit . I just can`t believe that she`s 2 already . I`m really worried about her though , because she`s not talking like she should . She babbles , but at her age , she`s supposed to know 200 words & use small phrases , & she just doesn`t do that . So our doctor gave us a phone number to call a learning disability center , which we`re going to do because there`s something wrong - at least , imo there is . My husband said he would call tomorrow , so hopefully we can get an appointment set up for her to be assessed .

I had to switch medications from Lamictal to Depakote ER . The Lamictal was giving me this rash . I noticed the rash after my psychiatrist upped my dose of Lamictal , but it didn`t click in my head that it was from the medication . I thought it was just razor burn & that it would go away . Well , one day I was outside smoking a cigarette , looking at it , & I was like holy shit this rash is from the Lamictal ! Lamictal causes a rash that can turn deadly (it`s called Steven`s-Johnson Syndrome) , so of course I freaked out . I called my psychiatrist & he said that I would have to stop taking Lamictal immediately . That was HARD . I`ve been taking it for 2 years now , so my body was used to having it , & once it didn`t have it anymore , it went crazy . I was tired all the time & I just felt like I was having an out of body experience . I was unable to go see my psychiatrist until a whole week later , & by then I was miserable as fuck . I still don`t have a working car , so I had to wait until my husband had days off of work for me to take me there . So now I`m on Depakote ER again . I took it before for about 2 years until I got pregnant . It causes spinal bifita in an unborn fetus , so of course when I got pregnant I stopped taking it , & that`s when I switched to Lamictal . The good thing is that I know that it will work (& it does work - I`ve been taking it for a week now & thankfully it works quickly , unlike some other medications) . The bad thing is the pills are HUGE . Seriously , they`re the biggest pills I`ve ever seen . They`re bigger than vitamin pills , & those things are ginormous . I can`t crush them or even cut them in half because they`re extended release & they wouldn`t work properly if I did either of those things . & eventually I have to take THREE of them a day , ugh . But I guess I shouldn`t complain , because they work & that`s really all that should matter . I just wish that I didn`t choke on them every time I take one , lolz .

So I pretty much have the sweetest & most amazing husband ever . I FINALLY figured out why the Sims 2 doesn`t work on my laptop - I have a really shitty graphics card . So I called Dell & asked them if they could put a new one into my laptop . Well , apparently my graphics card is built into my motherboard & it would be cheaper for me to buy a new computer . So that idea obv wasn`t going to work . So I thought hey , I could just get a computer box , because I already have a monitor , keyboard , & mouse . All I need is the box . So my husband went & bought one for me ! I was like omigosh , please tell me that you really didn`t do that , but he was like oh , it`s too late I already bought one for you , & I was like , wow , you really did not have to do that ! It`s a gaming computer , lmao . I feel like such a dork for having a gaming computer . It`s not here yet , but hopefully it will be here on Wednesday or Thursday . Thankfully my husband doesn`t have work & he can help me set it up , because I suck at that sort of thing . But I`m oh so excited to get it biggrin ! The Sims 2 will work with it & the Sims 3 will work with it too , yay !

Ugh , I now have to wear rubber bands for my braces . & I only have them on one side , so it looks really fucking stupid imo . & it makes my teeth hurt SO badly , argh . & I have to wear the one band all the time . This one girl at the orthodontist office only has to wear them at night . I`m so jealous . Hopefully I will get to that stage too . I`ve had my braces for a year now & it`s going to be another 6 months before I can get them off D:< . I really want them gone NOW , but apparently my jaw needs to be moved , which is why I have to wear evil rubber bands . But my teeth are straight , so that`s good . They don`t change my...
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brokenhouse:
amazing tattoo :love
abbott:
Wonderful tat! I'm a sailor at heart so I love it, haha. Also cause it's the vintage-style pinup. Very nice!
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natassja:
pretty pin up! you are cuteeee... biggrin i'm from houston too!
osmose:
I dig your little unicorn.
If you and your man dig Dub Reggae , Hip-Hop or Deep House...I'm gonna be out in HI playing a couple of gigs. If that's your scene you guys should link up.
Peace + Protection
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Ugh, so this really sucks! I'm back on my MacBook because my brand new Dell Inspiron laptop broke! Wth?!? My Dell isn't even 2 months old yet&it's already broken D:. I called the Dell tech support&the guy there said that I needed a brand new keyboard. Apparently mine is busted, which is RIDICULOUS because I only used that keyboard for...
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sirkka:
most of my tattoo ideas come from comic book characters with tattoos, but all the ones i have now are music-related. i'm a nerd at heart, dude. biggrin
personaljesus:
Dell over Mac??!! You must not have enough power on your Macbook. Because my 2 gig iMac is sooooo much faster than my piece of crap Dell laptop. Sorry about your Dell, but I can't stand PC's.... mad

But that's just one guys opinion!!
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sorry i didn't update the past 2 days. we had a scheduled power outage (lame lame lame!!!) for the past 2 days for like 8 hours at a time&when i FINALLY got the power back on i just played on my wii. i don't even know why they turned the power off ... they sent us this thing in the mail saying they...
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personaljesus:
Wow you got a lot going on! Take care and good to see an update here in your blog! Hope we can see a new set when everything clears up! Take care...
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okay wow so i haven't updated in ages. it makes me feel kind of bad D: i'll try to update more.

hopefully (&i know i keep saying this lulz) next week i can get my new set pictures taken. i guess i've just been really lazy about it xD. but i promise that i will try my hardest to be unlazy&get those pictures taken!

i'm so very happy to have a wii! it's so much fun to play. right now all i have is wii sports&sims 2 castaway but hopefully soon i'll be getting the other 2 games that i ordered. i think that sims 2 pets will be here tomorrow&animal crossing is coming on the 29th. i've been playing way too much wii tennis. so much that my arm is killing me lulz. i really need to stop playing for a few days but it's just so much fun&it's really addicting so i pretty much can't stop ahahaa xD. my husband bought another wii remote (since it only came with one remote grr)&he also bought me a regular nintendo controller&he bought a charger for the wii remote. apparently the batteries die really quickly? one of my friends told me that when the battery dies you have to resync the remote to the wii ugh. that's going to be really annoying so thank gosh we have a charger coming! rofl i don't even know how to sync the remote to the wii. i really really suck at that kind of stuff. technology is definitely NOT my friend. shoot i barely know how to make my computer work ahahaa!

ew for some reason i have been breaking out like crazy >.< this never happens to me&i have no idea why all of a sudden i have this huge breakout. hopefully it'll be gone soon because i want to shoot my next set! &i refuse to do that when my face looks all ugly D:

went to the orthodontist a few days ago. yeah yeah i know i'm 23&i have braces. i had them before when i was like 13 or something but then i got my wisdom teeth pulled AFTER my braces came off&it really messed up my teeth so yeah i have them yet again >.< it really sucks but at least my teeth will be nice&pretty eventually :] i don't know when i'm getting them off ... they said i would have them for a year&a half so i...
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cayleigh:
ohh wii tennis and bowling are my faves! My sister got a wii for Christmas and my dad got a margarita machine so we played drunk wii for a few days haha.

4 years is a long time in Japan but I hear that certain parts are beautiful.

Hope you get to shoot your set soon..can't wait to see it!
raynne:
It's so true...people are so ignorant when it comes to mental illness and mental health
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So yesterday I FINALLY FOUND A WII!!! I looked pretty much everywhere online to find one ... & of course, no one had one in stock that wasn't like, 600 effing dollars. Like, I'm sorry, but I REALLY don't want all those games with it because I'm not going to play them. Now, if they came with good games, such as Sims 2...
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Okay, so I promise that this will the the last time that I complain about this, ahahaa xD. So yesterday I pretty much tried everything to make Sims 2 work on my computer. I downloaded & installed DirectX. I ran the game in XP instead of Vista. Yeah, none of that worked! The game still froze >.<. It's just incredibly frustrating because I really want to play it & I can't because Windows Vista is LAME. It really makes me wish that I had gotten a computer with XP on it instead of Vista. But unfortunately I couldn't find a good Dell that had XP on it - the laptops I saw were all really crappy & way too big for me (I love small laptops). I really want to email EA Games & totally complain to them about how angry I am that it doesn't work with Vista. I went to the Sims 2 website just to double check & make darn sure that I had the right requirements to make the game work, & I do. I have everything on my computer that I need to make sure that the game runs smoothly & doesn't freeze. So, from all of my research & reading, I have come to the conclusion that this is a Windows Vista problem. I do blame EA Games though. They just need to come out & say "Okay yeah we lied - it doesn't work with Vista, sorry". Then I would be happier instead of them just saying that it works when it really doesn't. & I'm not the only one with this problem. I've read tons of stories on forums & such about how it just doesn't work with Vista at all. Some people have been saying that it isn't made to be played on a laptop, but to me, that's a bunch of bull, because more people in this world have laptops than desktops. EA Games has to know this, & I'm sure that they've made the game so that people with laptops can play it. Sims 3 is definitely supposed to work on Vista though, so I preordered a copy off Amazon.com a few days ago. It comes out in less than a month, so I'm really excited about that. I'm getting kind of tired of playing Zoo Tycoon 2 tbh. It's fun for awhile, but then I just get bored with it, lulz.

I was hoping that I would be able to shoot my new set this weekend, but I don't think that will happen. My SLR has about 250 pictures on it, & I need to go & get them developed before I can shoot my set because there isn't enough room on the memory card for about 60-100 more pictures. *sigh* Hopefully I can get to WalMart or something tomorrow & get those pictures developed. I also need to buy some more photo albums because my daughter has ruined a bunch of them >.<. That really made me angry, because I spent A LOT of time organizing them & writing dates in & writing...
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joel_t:
Did you try right clicking on the Sims 2 and running as Administrator? I've never used Vista before, but my son just got a laptop for Christmas. I couldn't even get Morrowind to run correctly at first, and it's 7 years old. I read some Morrowind boards, and someone had suggested running it that way and now it works great.
morningsting:
Actually no, I haven't tried that! Thanks smile. I'll try that today.
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Okay, wow, so I'm glad that it's not just my computer that's messed up. Apparently A LOT of people are having problems with Sims 2 working on their Vista machine. I was reading a bunch of articles today & there's SO much stuff that you need to have if you use Vista to make the game work. If you have XP, you...
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cool, more xanga drama! just what i wanted in life >.<. one of my xanga friends left me a comment today saying that this person on xanga was making fun of me. now, i don't know why people do this! i am a very nice person - probs too nice for my own good - & i have NEVER been mean to anyone on there, even though there's a few people on there that i really dislike. if they make me angry, i just unsubscribe so that i don't have to read their posts anymore. why don't they do the same thing for me, geez?!? if you don't like what i post, then just unsubscribe! it's THAT easy. do you really need to make a post making fun of me & my life & my husband & daughter? imo, that's way out of line. i don't take swipes at their lives, & they shouldn't be doing it to me. i honestly just don't understand why there are some people out there who feel the need to be mean for no reason. like, what does that accomplish? sure, so you feel all superior for a few minutes, but after that, then what? i guess you go searching for the next person to make fun of or be mean to so that you can feel better again. wow. seriously people on xanga who do this, GET A LIFE. do something constructive with your time instead of bashing other people. close minded people really irk me. i don't get why people can't just agree to disagree & be done with it. just because someone doesn't agree with you doesn't mean that they're wrong! an opinion CAN'T be wrong! ugh. that totally ruined my day, although it really shouldn't ... i need to stop letting people's words & actions get to me, but i'm a people pleaser, so of course it happens.

oh & to top it all off? friend drama, cool! >.< now, i have this one friend here in hawaii whose name i...
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wow, a blog. tbh, i'm not much of a blog person. i used to have an account on livejournal, but i shut it down because it just got boring after awhile, ahahaa. but i guess i'll give it another shot smile. but first, i must warn you - my blog will probs be pretty boring. my life is in no way exciting or fun or...
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davehidden:
And what part of all that do you think is boring? I thought it was rather informative and interesting myself. That shit with the Sims sucks. I hate games that do that. Well, I should go for now. Don't you dare come over here and start cussing me out! Good luck.